thoughts of sorrow
thoughts of pain
some of these thoughts
I can not take.
Thinking about the past
and all the bad things in it
i try to think about the future
but nothing comes out of it.
i try to make plans
but nothing works
i try to believe in myself
but i'm unable to believe.
i try to convince myself
that these feelings will go away
but the feelings don't want to go
they want to stay.
