Ofcourse it will be
The boy never received that gentle treatment in his home or life tho his mom did but it only lasted for a year a half cause that was all his conscious mind remembered
Though he had friends at school but they can't give him the love
The love which ur family gives u.
Drop.
Crystal clear tears dropped down his pale cheeks
Disgusted by himself that he can't do anything else but cry shamelessly
Doing nothing that burdening people in this world
Doing nothing more than weighing the world with a piece of waste
Garbage.
"M-m-momm-my.." the boy sobbed gripping onto his face
Trying to burry his face onto his small hands
It was suffocating; him to even breathe
The feeling on his chest not going anywhere for the past weeks
Months
Years
It hurts.
So much.
It hurts him till the time
He wants to give up and end this.
End the pain
Jungkook panicked hearing faint footsteps again-
He quickly wiped his filthy tears ; rubbing his pale face rather harshly
As he pushed himself on the bed
He was greeted with the sight of the nurse smiling warmly at him
Making something break inside him
His heart.
He was disgusted
Disgusted by himself that the sweet women had to give him a smile filled with love becasue he was sick.
Sick
Pfft.
He was worthless.
He was afraid to get love
To feel loved from someone else before his own family
It disgusted him if himself getting smiles
That smile looked forced
Like she was forced
Ofcourse it's her job
Why would anybody smile at a thing like him ?
Jungkook shakily singed weakly smiling back to her
"How are u feeling darling ?" She softly asked caressing his forehead making him panic
"C-can u l-lift u-ur h-h-hand up?" He stuttered
Making the nurse frown but she retreated her hand from his warm forehead
Jungkook shakily sucked in his breath before breathing out
"I-i-i'm-m f-fine, c-c-can I get a d-discharge p-please?"
Jungkook said with hopeful eyes to make his dad smile a little
The nurse scrunched her brows together in confusion
Ofcourse
Why would a 12 year old ask when was his discharge?
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FanfictionIsn't it often said that the smallest among us should receive the greatest love and care? In this agony of what he claims as existence, it seems that this sentiment is almost sacred, an unwritten rule of the universe. Yet, for Jungkook, this rule ha...
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