Chapter 29

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Kayleigh's pov

"Damn. I really didn't think Shawn was that kind of guy." Sara says shocked when I tell her what happened in Amsterdam.

"I really didn't either if I'm honest. I thought he was different." I look down at my hands.

"So have you texted him at all?"

"Nope. I want him to feel guilty and I want him to feel like shit so I just am ignoring him. He's left me so many voice mails and I'm pretty sure he has texted me at least three times every hour."

"Well he obviously knows he fucked up.  Do you think you will give him another chance?" Sara asks.

"I don't know, it's hard cause he won't be home for a month right? A lot can happen in a month." I say, however I know I'm not opposed to getting back together. I miss him, a lot.

"It just seems so bizarre to me, you were doing so good."

I nod my head and hear my phone ringing. I look at it and expect to see Shawn but instead it's Aaliyah who's calling.

"Sorry, it's Aaliyah, I'm gonna talk to her for a minute." I say to Sara who nods and I walk into the kitchen. "Hey!"

"Hey Kay," her voice sounds sad and I know what it's about. "Shawn just called me and told me what happened. He is obviously the stupidest person ever, but I just really hope we can still hang out. I understand if you don't want too though."

"No Aaliyah, I really would like it if we hung out still. I would miss you way too much."

"Okay good," She sounds relieved. "have you talked to Shawn at all?"

"No, he's called and left messages but I just don't think I'm ready to get into it again." I say and start to get upset again.

"Yeah I get what you mean, well I hope you know that I'm sorry and that I love you."

"Thanks Aaliyah, well get dinner soon okay?"

"Sounds great."

We hang up and I go back to Sara. She stays a little while longer until she has to meet her sister for supper. I change into a pair of leggings and a maroon champion sweatshirt. I curl up on her couch and start watching "The Mindy Project".

I hear a knock on my door around ten minutes later and check my phone to see if anyone said they were coming off. Nobody texted me or anything so I have no clue who it is. I walk to the door and open it.

I see Shawn standing on the other side looking so nervous I think he's going to throw up. I shut the door very quickly and put my back against it. "Kayleigh?" He says from the other side. I close my eyes and take a deep breath before opening the door again.

"Hi." He says quietly. His eyes are sad and puffy and have a tint of red to them, he's been crying.

"What are you doing here?" I ask confused.

"I needed to come see you, is it okay if we talk?"

I nod my head and open the door wider so he can enter. "Aren't you supposed to be performing right now?"

"This is more important."

I do admit, he's done a lot to get here, the least I can do is here him out, right?

"I honestly don't know what I was thinking. I was thinking about you and this whole situation the entire plane ride and I honestly don't even have a reason for doing it. And I wish I did. I wish that there was a reason I put you through that, but here isn't one. I was drunk and stupid and now I'm here and I'm sorry. I'm so sorry. I need you, Kayleigh. You make me so much better than I am. You get me. You are smart, kind, and beautiful and I understand if you don't forgive me because you deserve so much better than me. But I really hope you do forgive me, because I love you. I love you." Tears are rolling down both of our faces as he finishes speaking.

"I just don't understand Shawn, I don't even know what to say except for that. I love you too, but you broke my heart." I hug myself and start to cry a little harder.

Shawn starts to cry harder as well and steps closer to me as bough he is going to give me a hug. I don't step back but he decides not to give me a hug which is a good thing.

"It kills me to know that I hurt you. And I have been beating myself up for it since you left that morning. But I have a plan for us Kay. We're going to get married, and we're going to move into a beautiful yet modest house. We will have two beautiful kids and of course I'll spoil our little girl. I'm going to take you on vacations and we'll travel the world together. But I'll be happiest when we just sit at home together and you watch me cook or you play me a song. There's a plan for us, and I don't want to let that go." Shawn steps closer to me and we're so close that I can feel his breath on my face.

He reaches his hand out towards me and grabs my hand. "I love you."

I grasp his hand back and look up to his eyes. "I love you too, Shawn."

His head comes down to mine and our lips crash together. He hugs me tightly to him. I run my hands down his spine and send shivers across his whole body.  He grabs my hand and separates his mouth from mine. He drags me to my room and throws me gently on the bed. I take off my shirt and then pull off his.

I wrap a leg around him and press him closer to me. I pull apart from him suddenly, "But honestly, ever touch another girl again and I'll kill you."

Shawn laughs and kisses me again before saying, "Oh I know you will, I thought you were going to kill her."

"If she didn't get the fuck out of the room I though I was too."

We both chuckle and he goes back to kissing me. I know it seems like I got back with him pretty suddenly, but at the end of the day it's not like he slept with her. He messed up and he's admitted that, but I love him and he loves me. And I can tell that he's sorry. Don't get me wrong though I do have to whip him a little more. But I do think we have a future and I want to be apart of that plan he was telling me about.

I stand up and grab my clothes from off the floor a little while later. "Wow make up sex really is the best." Shawn says.

I laugh and throw his shirt in his face. "I love the guitar by the way." He says as he pulls me back into the bed and gives me a hug.

"I'm glad," I lay beside him and listen to the sound of his heart beating. "So we should probably talk about what the plan is."

"What plan?" He asks.

"Well don't you have to go back on tour right away? You've already missed what, two shows?"

"Well technically one and a half. But yeah I'll have to leave tomorrow. You're definitely welcome to come with me but I also get why you might not want to." He looks upset at himself again.

"I actually think I want to come."

He looks at me surprised, "Really?"

I nod my head, "How else am I going to keep an eye on you?" I'm joking but he seems to take it harder than I meant for him too.

"Okay, okay."

"You know I'm just teasing." I put my hand on his arm and squeeze it a few times.

Authors Note

Agh they got back together! Do you think Kayleigh should've stayed with him or said goodbye? To be honest I really ship them. Comment something if you liked and please vote🥰

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