I couldn't be in there anymore. I just got up and left without a word. I knew he couldn't chase me down because of the humans. I didn't understand this at all. I didn't even know some of this stuff. I knew you'd get sparks when you touched your mate but I didn't know they were constant. I didn't know dreams were related and the stupid feelings. That I will keep denying until the day I die. I just don't get it. I needed to talk to mom. So I left school and went home.
"Mom!" I holler.
"In the kitchen honey!" she hollers back. I go in there and see her reading a book. "What are you doing home from school?" she ask me cocking an eyebrow.
"I need to talk to you." I tell her.
"It couldn't wait till after school?" she ask me. I shake my head no.
"Where's that book about second chance mate and mates at?" I ask her.
"In Landon's office." she says. "You realizing you have feelings for him?" mom ask with a twinkle in her eye.
"Now is not the time for this but yeah." I grunt. She smiles standing up.
"This way angel." she says happily getting up.
She starts walking upstairs with me on her heels. We walk in to the office to see Damien sitting there looking stressed.
"How he does this is beyond me." he huffs throwing down his pen.
"He is alpha for a reason." mom says. He scoffs shaking his head.
"What brings you two in here?" he ask us.
"I need proof and I need to talk to mom." I answer.
"Oh is it private? Do I need to leave?" he ask. I think about it.
"No I might need your input." I tell him as mom hands me a book.
"It's booked marked." she tells me. I nod sitting down then opening the book. I start reading it. And it just basically says that second chance mates happen when one is rejected. Okay I didn't know that. I close the book looking up at mom and Damien.
"Okay I believe it now but Landon something today that has me thinking." I tell them truthfully.
"You think." Damien scoffs.
"Shut it pencil dick." I huff. "Anyway." I say glaring at him as he chuckles. "He was asking me questions about Daniel and I's relationship." I say. Mom cocks an eyebrow. "I know I thought weird but I answered him truthfully. After I answered them he said he didn't think Daniel was my true soulmate that he was my second chance mate that I just meet him first." I say.
"Is that possible?" mom ask.
"I don't know but I didn't think second chance mates existed either until I read it for myself." Damien says. I nod in agreement.
"Mom how did you know dad was your mate?" I ask her. She gets dreamy eyed.
"When I accidently bumped into him he sent spark up my arm. When I looked into his eyes I wanted to stay there forever. When I looked at his body I just wanted to rip his clothes off. I knew then that I was meant for him and him me. I was already in love with him." she tells me. I nod.
"Did you have dreams about him. Vivid ones. About the future, kids and uh very steamy ones?" I ask. She nods.
"Every night until we mated." she says smiling.
"See with Daniel I didn't have any of that." I tell her honestly. "Sure I got sparks but not sparks going up my arm or every time we touched like I do with Landon. I wasn't attracted to Daniel like I am Landon. Sure I thought he was good looking but with Landon. I swear Damien you repeat any of this to him I will kill you and bury you in an unmarked grave." I threaten him. "But with Landon god mom I want to just have my dirty way with him." I say. Both of them snicker. "And I never had dreams about Daniel and our future. With Landon we have two kids and one on the way. And today in school of all places I started having very dirty erotic dreams about him." I tell them. "Could what he said be true? Could Daniel be my second chance mate and I just meet him first?" I ask.
"Possible." mom answers. I take a deep breathe releases it.
"So are you going to give him a chance?" Damien ask me. I shrug.
"That's a conversation for me and my mommy." I say.
"That's my cue to leave." he says getting up. "I'll do some research." he tells us.
"Thanks D." I say as he takes the books.
He shakes his head at me because of his new nickname. He leaves shutting the door behind him.
"Are you?" mom ask me once he is gone.
"I don't know mom." I say truthfully. "What if it's all a joke, a bet? What if he is after something? What if he just wants to get me into bed? What if.." I ramble but she cuts me off.
"You can't live on what ifs baby." she says.
"What if he hurts me mom? I can't go thru that again." I say.
"You can't let what Daniel do to you keep you from being happy honey. I can see it in his eyes already baby. He loves you." she tells me.
"How can he love me? We barely know each other." I say.
"The feelings for an alpha is so much stronger than it with anyone else. It was love at first sight for him. You might not want to admit it but I think you have feelings for him too." she tells me.
"I know I do and that's what scares me." I whisper looking down at my lap. She laughs.
"Honey he isn't Daniel. Daniel is a jerk and you can see it in him. I've known Landon all his life and he is the sweetest but meanest kid I've ever met. He is mean only when he needs to be. He is an alpha after all. He is the sweetest when it calls for it. I've never seen him turn anyone away. You don't know how many times I've walked into this office to see him stressed because he couldn't find a way to help someone. I've seen him pace all night finding a solution. Honey he is one of the good guys. Take your time get to know him and you'll find out. Don't punish everyone for what Daniel did to you." she says. I nod in agreement. "Let it go and move on. You deserve to be happy." she says. I nod again. She's right. I've held on to this hate towards him for two years. It's leaked on to everyone.
"Thanks mom." I say standing up. I need to think about what I'm going to do.
"No problem sweetie." she says. I go over giving her a kiss on the cheek.
"I'm going to go think." I tell her.
"You do that pumpkin." she says.
"Love ya ma." I say walking to the door.
"Love you too." she says.
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