Back in 2012

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Seulgi's POV
I was driving home when a song came on that made me cry even more [I Need You ~Ailee]. I thought to myself, why did Irene have to leave just like that and not even saying anything... I will never ever forgive her. I even confessed to her yesterday and this is what she gives me in return?... I pulled in the driveway and turned off the engine. I put my hands in my pocket because they we freezing and felt a paper inside. I took it out and say my name on it and this was Irene's handwriting.

My Precious Bear,

Annyeong Seulgi. I am currently writing this letter before we can hang out (Feb. 02). By the time you're reading this your probably thinking how much of ass I am and how much you hate me. And I don't blame you, I also hate myself for not telling you. To be honest, I was really embarrassed when you saw me half naked and when you asked me if it would be less embarrassing if you were to take off your clothes as well, I was about to say something but you cuffed me off and patted my butt. I wanted you to. Because I love you so much, that I admire your figure. Anyhow, I hope you will be having fun today. It breaks my heart to that I did not tell you sooner but it will hurt me even more if I were to tell you in front of your face. So..... mianhaeyo.

P.S. I left you a envelope under the mat of your doorstep.

-Bae Joohyun (Irene, Bunny)

I got out the car and speed walked to the door. I lifted the mat and saw the envelope. It was pretty thick for a note. I went inside and up to my room. I opened the envelope and saw a letter with pictures. It was pictures of me and Irene from yesterday. My eyes began to water seeing how happy we both look in the pictures. I unfolded the letter.


You found the note I put in your jacket. I slid it in when we were kissing. Anyways, like I said from the first letter, I know you already hate me and wish to never see my face again. I don't expect you to forgive me but please take your time in reading this letter.

Ever since I met you, I already knew you were mine from the very beginning. I still remembered when you shoved your sandwich in my mouth when you heard a dying whale coming from my stomach. I also remembered when you were crying because you forgot the way home. Luckily, I was there and embarrassed to admit that you were my neighbor and how I was staring at you from my window. Everything we did together as we were growing up will forever be a memory I will cherish. I'm moving to the U.S. because of my dads business. Please take care of yourself. And I hope you will have a better life without because I know you deserve better, better than me. And for the last time  mianhaeyo and saranghae!

-Bae Joohyun (Irene, Bunny)

After reading the letter, I just sitting on the floor next to my bed while hugging my legs crying, feeling empty and lonely. I can believe she's gone... forever... and tears were flowing nonstop.


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