Poems in the Breaking.

Mi Amor Broken.

Mi Amor Broken.

Thought I left you in the passed,

Brought you back by sharing with you pieces of what you once called your azz.

I knew a world of hurt was coming.

I just wanted to see your face before it did.

This indescribable pain, I cant control.

I have lost this battle and given the devil my soul.

I promise and plead for the honesty to be proven.

You don't believe a word my lips are flowing.

I never knew it would be this hard to be thrown back to the past.

Nothing to hide from nothing to smash.

I should have never let it in.

I punished myself while blinded.

I never loved someone this much.

Barely speaking and one downfall now I'm hurting up.

Begging for one more word. A simple we're good, we're ok.

The silence is killing me. The wait is endless.

But I would wait everyday.

I'm numb in the face, full feeling in my

dam heart.

How can it end before it starts?

I hate the pain.

Its driving me to a broken link in my chain.

Pain, madness, stress, disaster, heartache and shame.

All things that I have to recall without speaking your name.

By Jacky Cruz

August 2012.