I honestly haven't got the slightest idea, Luke. I don't know whether things would have been different or if they would have been exactly the same. Hell, maybe if you had stayed, something bad might have happened. Something might have caused conflict and we wouldn't have been friends. I feel as though that's the reality of this situation; if you hadn't left, I would've pushed you away eventually. I've managed to push everyone else away anyway. Even though there's an eleven year barrier between us, you're still the only friend who's stuck by me, Luke. You came back for me and I have no idea why, but I'm ever so glad you did. I had always hoped that one day I'd find you again and now I have. It's an overwhelming feeling, but it's great at the same time.
I don't think it's weird to feel that way - not entirely anyway. I agree; it wasn't cool of him to do that but at the end of the day life goes on and you've got to go through the bad things to get to the good. Sure it hurts for a little while, but eventually you realise that it's not worth it; there's so much more in life to look forward to and a guy who cheats should be the least of your worries. I have no regrets about the relationships I had and I hold no grudges; life's too short for that.
Finally something we can agree on! Unfortunately, I'm not quite sure I do understand what you mean - enlighten me, Luke. It's finally your turn to be the intelligent one! I wasn't really aware that there's a difference between the two - love is love, right? Anyway, I don't mind your sappiness - I'm not sure that's even a word, to be honest. I find emotional letters are the best; more meaningful, I guess. I heard you got the job; I'll see you Monday!
I hope you reply soon,
your waitress buddy, Wendy x