It's just a spark
But it's enough to keep me going
And when it's dark out, no one's around
It keeps glowing
Last Hope ~ Paramore
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Ashton's POV
The moments where it's all about to end are the moments you realize what you really want. And I don't want to die.
I want to live.
I want to be happy.
I want to recover.
I want Luke.
I don't want it to end when it all could get better. I don't want to stop it before I even give it a chance. There's people who care about me now, and I'm going to cherish it. I'm going to make the most of my life while I can. I'll fall down a few times, but I'll get right back up again. Even if I need that certain someone to pick me up, I can do it.
It was that moment I realized that I didn't want to jump.
So I didn't.
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oreo // lashton
Fanfiction5 Seconds of Summer & One Direction -crossover- Multiple Ships. warnings: triggering. anorexia, self-harm, depression, bullying, swearing. Disclaimer: I do not own anyone in this story. ~ "Want an oreo?" Who knew one sentence could change someone's...
