I can't believe what I just heard. How could such a beautiful girl, have such sorrow. I don't get it. I just don't get the world anymore. I do t get the fact that she's getting hurt and we didn't know it in till now. Tears. They were rolling down everyone faces. No one talked. No one touched the pizza since we've been here and no one moved. Just the sound of sobs coming from the boys and the sound coming from the clock.
Now Bianca on the other hand was angry. She wasn't sad, she was extremely mad. She had her fist clenched and her whole face was red. I wanted to try and say something but I hugged her instead. She had let me hug her but she didn't hug back. I was gonna stay hugging her in till she would hug me back. When I was hugging her she sort of relaxed. But then was fired up again.
Bianca: DONT TOUCH ME. DONT EVER TOUCH ME AGAIN LUKE. GOT THAT. I DONT WANT HUGS FROM ANY OF YOU. I MADE ME SPILL. I WAS PERFECTLY FINE WITH THE WAY I WAS BEFORE. I DONT NEED TO TELL ANYONE ABOUT MY LIFE. NO ONE LUKE.
Me: But I said I was- (GCO)
Bianca: I don't care about that. I don't care that you said sorry. I already told all of you that I didn't want your little pity. None if it Luke. None what so ever. If I wanted pity I would have told Angel or my mom. Not just some guys that I was crazy over. I didn't have to tell you but you basically made me. Now if you would please, Get Out Of My House and lose my number. All of you lose my number because I will gladly lose yours. Now goodbye forever, boys that I used to love with all my heart.
And with that we had left. We had gotten kicked out. I was heart broken. I just lost the girl that I possibly am in love with, but apparently she didn't love us back.
I had kicked them out and told me I no longer like any of them. It felt good to tell them my story but I'm just afraid. Afraid they would tell. Afraid they would see my differently then them saw me before. It calmed me down when Luke hugged me. Possibly the only thing I wanted to happen at the moment, but now I felt empty. Like there was no point, no point living. Someone could hurt me, someone could tell. I run upstairs that's in my bathroom you probably All ready know what happens next 4 cuts for the guys I told 1 for the story I told 3 for the best friends I'm about to Lose. It just too much. The cuts sting at first but I get over it. I've been through this many times can't believe it, I thought it was over with in high school. But hear i am, in the bathroom with my old friend. I don't care no one cares. I just let it bleed out. there's nothing else for me to do.
Hey guys sorry for the short chapter but I am kind of busy and I am ready busy tomorrow because I actually have to go shopping so yeah sorry but here's chapter I know it's really short don't hate me anything so yeah but see what happens next in the story what do you think happens next in the story. Does she go to the hospital? Does I ne of the guys save her? or will she just sit there and help herself?