"LEAVE ME ALONE!" I said as I was being shakened I bolted up out of bed quickly to see his hazel eyes staring right at me. "Hey Con." I tried to smile but failed. "What the hell were you thinking." "Do you wanna know the truth?" I said with my eyes avoiding eye contact trying to keep from crying again. When he didn't answer me I looked up and he was sitting in a chair right next to the hospital bed I was laying on waiting for my explanation. "Wait where am I?" I say suddenly sitting up more. "The hospital. Now your explanation?" I knew I couldn't avoid the topic anymore and I had to tell him what he wanted to know. "Do I have to?" I asked with puppy dog eyes. "Yes you do. Emily I was so worried I actually thought I lost you..." he looked me straight in the eyes,"I can't lose you." By this point he actual had tears threatening to pour out of his eyes. seeing him in this vulnerable state made me realize that Connor has been there for me through thick and thin, he deserved to know why I passed out, but honestly I didn't know why I past out all I remember is feeling his hands on my shoulder while I was hyperventilating and seeing his face full of tears then I blacked out. Maybe he would believe me if I told him that I honestly didn't know what happen to me. But how can I tell him that without mentioning my plans for tonight. What if it just comes up in conversation. "EMILY EMILY...." "NURSE GET IN HERE WE NEED HELP!" What was happening? I look over to Connor as I feel my eyes slowly start close once more. I heard the heart monitor beeping like crazy,that made things worse I felt like my heart was going to jump out of my chest. What was going on? I want it all to end, I don't want to be here anymore.
I felt like this was all my fault like I caused something in her all I did was ask for a simple explanation and now for all I know she could be dead... I went to the waiting room with tears rushing down my face I was immediately pulled into a group hug and when I came back out of the hug Ricky and Brad were looking at me with concern all across their faces I tried to choke the words out but I couldn't, instead I actually started crying again. I cried and cried and cried till the nurse said that Emily needed her rest and visiting hours were endong in 15 mins and that I should just go home. But I couldn't drive like this, hell the only thing that kept us alive getting here was her. I kept thinking of how different things would be if she wasn't in my life. She's like my little sister... I can't lose her. Ricky offered to drive me home and told me that we could come get my car tomorrow. I accepted his offer given the state I was in at the moment. When we were walking out I ran into someone not paying attention to where I was going. "Hey watch where your going buddy, you don't wanna get hurt." "Look bro it was a mistake I didn..." I was at a lose for words. Standing in front of Me was Emily's ex-boyfriend Wesley
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"I just can't tell you.Please just trust me." he said looking at me with tears in his eyes. "how can I trust you?" I need to know his secret and I need to know it now before I get hurt... again...