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Why?! Why am I thinking about him? Why do I have these feelings?  Everytime I look at him my heart beats a little faster and my hands feel sweaty. My mind ends up going into overdrive just thinking about him - his hair, his eyes, his sense of humour, his laugh, oh and don't get me started on his laugh. I always feel like I'm melting into a puddle of goo whenever I hear his angelic laugh. I also seem to have dreams about him and I being together, but I know that won't happen. I've never had a boyfriend before probably because everytime I think I'm taking a step forward with our relationship it all comes crashing down and I end up taking two steps back...

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