This will be my last letter to you.
Don't go getting any ideas that I'll forget you. I'll never forget you. Ever.
You were my first love, my best friend, the only person that kept me strong. You were the best thing that has ever happened to me. You'll be with me forever. We'll always be four and six.
I know you would want me to move on, and for the longest time the idea of that -moving on- was unthinkable. Wrong. Scary.
But I now realize that maybe I will be able to move on with my life even though you are now not apart of it. That's what you would want me to do.
I don't know if I'll ever love someone else the same way again, but I don't think I'm ready to think about that now. I'll just wait and see what happens.
It's all just a waiting game from now on.
I'll wait to get fully better. I'll wait until I'm ready to leave my past behind. I'll wait until I'm ready to forgive myself. I'll wait until I'll accept myself. I'll wait until there's nothing left to wait for.
I'll wait until I'll get see you again.
YOU ARE READING
Tobias' letters to Tris a year after the ending of Allegiant, but before the epilogue. (This story is basically one giant spoiler for Allegiant, so if you haven't read it yet, I strongly suggest you do before you read this.) Disclaimer: All characte...