Dear Tris,

I asked Christina if I could ever feel whole again.

She said it's hard, and it takes time.

I remembered all the loss and suffering that she went through. She lost Will and Uriah and Tris.

I didn't even think to ask how she's doing.

I am so sorry, I told her, over and over and over again until the words just jumbled up and I placed my head in my hands.

She looked at me and said it was okay.

I told her it wasn't and that I was an arrogant bastard who didn't think of other people and I was worthless.

She told me I was everything opposite of what I said and that it was okay and that she forgives me.

I wish I could forgive myself that easily.



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