It's been two days since Frankie left, I'm completely miserable.
We text, FaceTime and email each other but it's not the same. I love him and I miss him.
"Zach?" Peyton asks.
"Are you okay?"
"I'm hanging in there."
"I just miss Frankie..."
I continued to watch TV until Peyton came up in front of me.
"What's your problem?" I laughed.
Instead of responding he hugged me.
"Stop being sad."
This was unusual for him considering he's a 4th grader who doesn't want anything to do with his older brother.
"I know your upset about Frankie leaving, but you have me."
"I'm not upset about that!" I lied.
"Yes you are..."
"Maybe a little."
"Well everything will be okay."
Hours past and I was still on the couch.
Days past and I haven't left the house.
I was becoming so depressed.
It was 2 weeks later when I realized I should visit Frankie.
I told my mom I was visiting him, but she thinks I'm nuts. I'm going to surprise him. It'll be the best.
I got in my car and and drove to the airport.
When I finally landed in New York I looked at my phone to see what apartment he lived in again. I was shaking as I walked up to his door.
I knocked and waited.
"Is Frankie here?" I asked when a unfamiliar man answered the door.
He was about to say something but the Frankie walked out of what I'm guessing was the bathroom considering he had only a towel on.
"Babe are you ready for our shower--Zach....." he paused and stared at me. He looked like a deer who was about to be hit by a car.
"You know I gotta go..." I ran as fast as possible.
"WAIT ZACH!!!" he chased after me, still in a towel.
I continued to run. I felt tears dropping on my shirt.
I honestly thought he loved me...
"Zach please!!" he whimpered.
"Please Zach...j-just please!"
I sat I'm my car crying, I think I lost him.
He cheated on me. He really just cheated on me.
I drove to my cousins house which wasn't to far away and I stayed there.
I was staying in New York for 2 weeks.
I decided I needed a drink so I went to a bar.
"Can I have a...uh...whats this in the photo" I asked pointing to the menu.
"Berry-Blaster?" the girl asked.
"Sure thing, and by the way you look really hot."
"Nahh, I'm kinda cold."
"No, I mean sexy. Call me sometime." she slipped me a number and walked away. I wasn't all that attracted to her.
I looked around the bar causally until pink wavey hair caught my attention.
I caught his too.
The blonde had come running towards me grasping me in a hug.
"Before you say anything just please let me hug you." he cried.
I stood silent. I couldn't stand him.
"Zach, I never ever meant to hurt you. It's just I messed up. I really did. I'm so sorry and I hope you could forgive me."
"I love you, and it hurts me as much it hurts you. Please, just please."
"YOU OBVIOUSLY DON'T!" I screamed.
"I'm so sorry..."
He started to cry but I didn't care at all.
"I don't care anymore."
"Well I'm still in love with you. Please Zach!!! Give me another chance."
"I can't trust you. I really do want to but-but I hate you. I hate you so much. You make people fall for you and then, and then you make them want to crumble up and hide. I can't forgive you. Your dead to me."
"I'm done with you."
I left the bar and drove to my cousin's house. She was at work.
I cried that whole day. Non stop.
How could he do that?