I'm wide awake.

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"Elsa, you don't know what you're saying. You're still tired. I'll come back when you can think properly."

Jack said emotionlessly. I glared at him and sang

"🎶 Im wide awake, Im wide awake, Im wide awake. Yea I was in the dark, i was falling hard with a open heart, Im wide awake, how did i read the stars so wrong. Im wide awake, and now its clear to me that everything you see aint always wat it seems, Im wide awake. Yeah i was dreaming for so long, I wish i knew then, what i do now, wouldn't dive in, wouldn't bow down, gravity hurts, you made it so sweet, till i woke up on, on the concrete! Falling from cloud 9, crashing from the heights, im letting go tonight!🎶"

Jack looked at me with wide eyes. I stared at him.

"I'm letting go tonight! I'm not holding on to you no longer, I know now that I've been dreaming for too long and I've had my head in the clouds. So you know what? We're done. Because I'm letting go tonight!!!"

I got up and swayed, feeling dizzy. Jack reached for me but I smartly skipped out of the way. I went to the door and shoved it open. Then I went downstairs where Brooklyn was waiting for me. She drove me home, and I hopped out of the car and ran inside the palace. I groaned, kristoff and Anna were on the couch having a 'good time'. I went up the stairs. I went to my room, and started playing with my powers. I decorated my room to suit me mood. When I was done I smiled. It was covered in carefree ice decorations, that told a story about a girl who was free from her cage. I grinned. And then I went to drawing with ice layers. I drew Jack's eyes again. I started sobbing. I wanted to go back to my tomboy ways from when I was little, but ever since Jack left I had hoped he would come back... So I went all girly. Now he's back but to me he's basically gone.

"But you make me wanna act like a girl, paint my nails and wear high heels. Yes, you make me wanna act like a girl, yea, paint my nails and wear perfume for you!"

I glared at myself in the mirror. I went all ice crazy and using my powers made myself an incredible outfit. (Outfit from 'Let it Go') I looked fierce, I looked sexy, I looked like I could go around breaking hearts left and right. But most of all I looked independent. Like i didn't need a man to be with me.

"So, I'm, putting my defences up, cause I don't wanna fall in love, if I ever did that, I think I'd have a heart attack!"

I grinned and sang my heart out, singing a variety of songs. I recorded myself. I listened afterwords. I sounded like an angel!!! I smirked and sang along to myself

" Dont let them in, don't let them see, be the good girl you always have to be! Conceal, don't feel, don't let them know! Well now they know! Let it go! Let it go! Can't hold it back anymore! Let it go! Let it go! Turn away and slam the door! Because I don't care! What they're going to say! Let the storm rage on... The cold never bothered me anyway!"

I felt so free. I would never need a man again. I promised myself I would be single forever. That way my heart wouldn't be broken. I'm proud of my choice. Proves that I'm independent and that I don't need Ja... A man in my life!

Alone again. Naturally.

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