Chapter 16

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Lilly's pov

"You still love him, don't you," I ask. Gerard runs his hand through his hair. I throw my hand down. "I knew it. I knew it. I don't know why I freakin let you do any of this. I should've just let him have you from the start. I mean, what the heck was I thinking? Man, was I stupid!"

"I... don't know..."

"Why on earth- I mean... you freakin kissed someone else and admitted to loving this man... I can't do this! I am so done. I just... where the heck is Lindsey?"

"I know what I did... I'm not into him. Not like that. You're better. I don't want him."

"That's not how it works, Gerard. LIFE DOESNT FREAKING GO LIKE THAT! WHY WOULD IT?" I feel a hot tear roll down my face. I start to walk away.

"GET BACK HERE! IM NOT DONE!" I walk to my room. I take out my suitcases and open them on my bed. I walk over to my closet. "WHAT THE HECK DO YOU THINK YOURE DOING?"

"I'm done dealing with you. You're wasted and stoned. I don't want to talk."


"Nah, Im all good. Just throwing out some things." I start pulling out the dresses Gerard has gotten me over the past year or so we've been together. I throw each of them on the floor.

"What are you doing?!" I start to throw out all the heels. I find the white ones from frank and put them in a suitcase.

"Why don't you go give them to your lover, Frank."

"Oh lord! Frank, in those? Thats a joke." I move over to my dresser. I pack everything I feel like as Gerard just watches.

"Goodbye Gerard," I mumble as I walk out of my bedroom. "MICHAEL!" Mikey steps out of his room.


"Come here," I say as I motion him over. He walks over to me.


"I love you, alright. I'm sorry things didn't work out. Hopefully your brother-in-law, Frank will love Gerard better. I'll stay in touch, alright? Don't tell Gerard but I'll be at Lindsey's." Mikey hugs me and sighs.

"You'll always be my sister."

"Love you." I pull away and walk out to my car. I put all my stuff in it and drive. I drive to Ray's house. Why ray? I don't know. I guess I just let my car take me where it wanted. I find myself walking to the front door.

"Hey-oh no. No. What happened?"

"Gerard... and frank and Gerard and frank!" I fall on top of ray. He pulls me into his house. I explain to him what happened and about how I walked in on Gerard and frank making out. I tell him about the fight. Me heading to Lindsey's. He offers me to stay here with him and his wife. I turn it down. He helps me so I'm not crying anymore.

"Alright, let me see Gerard's side and I'll meet you at Lind's." I nod. Ray pulls me up and out to the car. He fixes my makeup with a look of sorrow. "Hey, I'm sure it was nothing. Frank and Gerard have a weird relationship and they're always together. They do stuff like this. It's nothing."

"You better be right," I mumble. I place a kiss on Ray's cheek and drive off.


"GERARD ARTHUR! OPEN THIS DOOR!" Gerard answers the door in the clothes he calls 'the someone ripped my heart out, threw it in the middle of the road, ran over it 20 times, stabbed it, and turned the knife clockwise then counterclockwise till the knife breaks outfit.' Gerard has always been so over dramatic. I almost feel sorry for him. Almost.

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