This Is Forever (sequel to divergent high school)

C H A P T E R 17

T R I S

Tobias and I are watching a comedy in bed at our room. He looks nervous about something, or worried I don't know.

"Tris I'm scared" Tobias said and ran his fingers thru his hair. He had a worried look. I paused the movie and sat in front of him "what's wrong?" I asked and he took a deep breath

"I've been thinking about the baby. Tris what if I turn into my father and hurt him. In scared that one day I'm gonna get drunk and beat him like my father did to me. I don't want to hurt him or you, I would never forgive myself. I want to be a good dad to my baby and protect him, not damage him" Tobias said and his eyes were watery

"Tobias why would you think that? of course you're gonna be a great dad. You won't turn into your father. He's a monster, you're Tobias. Best boyfriend ever, and soon to be a great dad. It's okay to be scare sometimes but I know that you will never hurt him" I said and wiped a tear that escaped his eye. He hugged me tightly and buried his face in my neck "Tris you have to promise me something" Tobias mumbled "sure. What?" I asked. He pulled back and looked at me straight in the eyes "promise me that if I ever hurt you or the baby that you will pack your stuff and leave me. Promise me that if I ever, ever touch you will turn me in to the police or something" he said and I frowned

"no! I'm not gonna promise you that, are you out of your mind?" I said

"Tris I just want to protect you and the baby so promise me. If I ever harm you or him you will kill me, or leave me, or turn me in, I don't care. Just do what you have to do to protect him" he murmured and touched my belly

"No you're crazy" I said and he sighed "Tris promise me" he said again with a serious look "ugh fine whatever. That's never gonna happen, your never going to beat him, so whatever" I said and laid down on his chest. He wrapped his arms around me protectively and kiss the top of my head "I love you so much" he whispered in my ear and I smiled "I love you too Tobias" I said and looked up. He leaned down and kissed sweetly.

"Hey Tobias should we tell our fans? I mean the media doesn't know yet" I told him

"Umm I don't know. If you want to"

"Are you okay with it?"

"Of course" he said and took out his phone. I did too and logged into my twitter "smile baby" Tobias said and put his phone in front of us. I smiled and Tobias kissed my cheek. He then took the picture and we both smiled "I want to post that one" I whined. He chuckled and send it to me "yay!" I cheered and kissed his cheek.

I wrote 'expecting a little Four! @FourEaton <3 #SoBlessed #MuchLove' as caption and posted the picture. My mentions were blowing up. They were comments like

'Oh my god! congrats, he's gonna be the most beautiful baby in the world :) <3 #FourTrisForever'

Or

'I ship you guys so hard! I'm so glad! Congratulations :* :p'

Others were saying:

'I bet he's gonna be ugly and stupid. Just like the father and mother. I hope he lives a miserable life @TrisPrior @FourEaton'

Wow that was so rude! I'm blocking this bitch!

"They just called our unborn baby ugly and stupid" I said and frowned

"Who?"

"I don't know, this girl tweeted it. I didn't know people could be so mean" I said and he sighed "block her" he said and I chuckled "I already did, nobody calls my baby ugly" I said and Tobias smirked. He wrapped his arms around my waist and kissed my neck "our baby" he murmured and I smile "that sounds way better" I said and we kissed.

When I pulled back I laid my head in his lap and he strokes my hair. I close my eyes and drift off to sleep.

***

Tobias and I walked around a meadow holding hands. The sun was shinning and the flowers perfect. Everything was just beautiful.

All of a sudden the scene changed and we were back in Chicago at Tobias's old house. Strange. I felt Tobias's hand slipping away. I looked up and saw that Marcus has him tied up into a chair. He was beaten up and Marcus kept on punching him, torturing him. I tried to move but I couldn't. I was stuck, glued to the floor

"STOP YOU'RE KILLING HIM!" I yelled while hot tears streamed down my face "LEAVE HIM ALONE! STOP PLEASE" I yelled again but he didn't stop. Instead he took out a gun and pointed it at Tobias's head "NO! NO! NO! PLEASE DON'T KILL HIM, JUST LET HIM GO! PLEASE" I begged and cried even more. Tobias murmured 'I love you' and Marcus gave me an evil smile and pulled the trigger. Tobias's eyes closed and his head fell to the side. He was dead. He's dead.

No! Why him?

"I'm gonna kill you!" I yelled at Marcus. He laughed and walked away. I finally had the ability to move. I walked towards Tobias and cried. I untied him and put him on my lap

"Tobias please don't leave me. You promised me forever! please wake up. wake up! wake up!" I cried hitting his chest and crying on it.

Wake up

Wake up

"Tris wake up" I heard someone say. I opened my eyes and sat up quickly. I had tears in my eyes and I was soaked in sweat "hey hey hey, it's just me. Don't worry" Tobias said and hugged me. I cried into his chest and rubbed my back gently

"Sh babe it's okay, it's okay. I'm here baby it's okay" Tobias murmured "do you want to talk about it?" he asked me and stroke my hair

"T-they were to-torturing you and I h-had to watch. Y-you w-were dead and I co-couldn't move or d-do anything" I sobbed hard and he tighten his grip around me

"Sh I'm right here it's okay. You don't have to worry about me. Please don't cry, princesses are not suppose to cry. Come on I want to see your beautiful smile" he said and it lighten my mood a little. I stopped crying and gave him a small smile "there it is" he said and kissed my forehead "do you want to go back to sleep?" he murmured and I shook my head "I'm scared to see it gain! what if I have nightmares?" I said and he laid me down on bed

"Sleep" he says "I'll fight the bad dreams off if they come to get you" he murmurs and strokes my hair gently

"With what?" I asked

"my bare hands obviously" he whispers smiling a little and kisses my forehead. I smiled too and closed my eyes. He started singing while stroking my hair until I was into deep sleep.

Sorry for the short chapters :( I'm trying to make them longer but I'm running out of ideas