Cømpletely Different (Book-2)

Nervousness

"uh. Let's just wait a week and we can go to the doctors to see" I say

I move my shirt up a bit to see only my belly "I'm gonna be fat again" I groan

"it would all be worth it" he says

"yes hopefully" I say. I move my shirt down "I luv you" I smile

"I luv you" he says back

My phone begins to ring "hello" I answer

"hi" someone says awkwardly and very shyly

"who's this?" I ask

"Luke" he says

"why are you calling me?" I ask

"I just wanted to tell you I'm out of prison" he says

"if you come near me or my family I'm gonna call the police" I say

"no, no, I'm not" he says

"then why are calling me?" I ask

"because. While I was in there I realised that I love you" he says

"no you do not" I say

"yes I do. Look I'm really sorry for what I did. Please forgive me" he says

"no I will not" I say

"Johnnie does not deserve you. You should be with someone better" he says

He did not just say that "no Johnnie is way better then you. He doesn't hurt me like you did" I say "you better will not call me again" I hang up my phone

"what's up?" Johnnie ask

"Luke just called me. He wants me to love him back" I tell him

"you won't do that right?" Johnnie ask

"I don't and cannot love him. I promise you that" I say

He smiles. Johnnie moves and squishes in right next to me. He kisses my cheek "I'm squished" Johnnie says

"no duh. You got in between a space that was small" I giggle

"scoot back. We're both small so you won't fall on the floor" he says

I scoot back a little bit and there's a little bit more space now "actually I want you close to me" Johnnie changes his mind and he pulls me on top of him

I giggle "I'm probably squishing you more" I say

"no your not and don't even say that you are fat cause you are not" he says

Johnnie reads me mind "well okay then... I'm bored" I say

"me too" he says

"Let's go down to the lake" I say

"alright" he says

I get up off of him and he follows me. I hold his hand and we walk thought the grass. "are you going in?" he ask

"no swimsuit" I say

He makes me face him "take your clothes off" he says

"no. I'm not gonna go skinny dipping" I say

"you've done it before" he says

He's right "I'll go in my garments" I say

"okay" he says

I sigh "I'm to nervous" I whisper

"whys that?" he ask

"I don't know" I say. Sometimes I just get to nervous around Johnnie and I have no idea why.

Johnnie pulls his shirt off. I slowly pull mine off. I pull my pants off and I make Johnnie stand in front of me as we walk on the water. Once the water is over my chest, I let him face me "Ms. Shy pants" Johnnie says

"I'm not shy" I lie

"okay" he doesn't believe me

I wrap my arms around him and wrap my legs around him "shut up" I whisper in his ear

"don't whisper please" he says

"why?" I whisper again

"because" he says

"it makes you happy?" I whisper

"in a way" he admits

I giggle "please stop" he says

"I like to bug you" I whisper

"I know you do" he says "just not today" he adds

"no" I say

"Dylan. Please?" he begs. He makes me look at him and he does his little face he always does when he wants something and in this case he wants me to stop.

"fine" I giggle

"thanks bae" he says

"I'm kinda cold Johnnie" I say

Johnnie wraps his arms tighter around me "are you still cold?" he ask

"a little bit" I say

"let us go inside then" he says

Johnnie carry's me out of the water. He bends down at grabs our clothes but still holding me in his arms. He then carry's me inside and up the stairs. I'll just clean the water on the floor later. We get to our room and change into warmer clothes

I get into my black sweat pants and one of Johnnie's shirt. To me his shirts are warmer and better then my own

"my shirt again uh?" Johnnie looks at me once are both finished changing

"yep" I look down at the shirt I am wearing. Johnnie wraps his arms around my waist and pulls me closer to his body

"you look beautiful" he says

"you look beautiful" I say "I.. Uhhum. I mean you look handsome" I choke. Why am I getting nervous around Johnnie again? I haven't been this nervous since I first meet him witch was years ago.

"why are you getting nervous?" he ask

"I- I don't know" I choke out

"you don't have to be nervous around me" he says

"I know.. I don't n- know what's happening" I say

"I love you" he hugs me tighter

"I love you" I hide my face in his chest

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