37. What You Fear The Most

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Cyryns P.O.V.
I stood in a meadow full of fog

I couldn't see anything though the thickness of the fog

"Hello?" I called out desperate and eager for company in this lonely state I was in

I tried looking around again but everything was still the same grey color

"Hello?!" I cried again

Suddenly a figure appeared

"Hello?" It said

"Who are you?" I asked as I started approaching it

"I'm Jonah. Who are you?" 'Jonah' said

"...Cyryn"

"Cyryn?! Oh thank god I found you!!" He then engulfed me into a hug

"Found me?" I questioned

"Yeah! You've been missing for weeks"

"Weeks?"

"Corbyns gonna be so happy"

"What?"

"Your brother, come on"

"Brother?"

"Wow you really don't remember, do you?"

"Remember what?"

"Maybe this will help" Jonah said as he leaned down and kissed me

The kiss was soft and passionate.

It sparked a little bit of remembrance of something but I couldn't quite figure it out.

It seemed like it was a sad moment, a moment where all hope was lost...

Then Jonah pulled away

"Anything?" He asked

"...a little thing...have...have we kissed before?" I asked slowly

"Yeah, once. But I wouldn't expect you to remember it"

"What? When?"

"I can't say. You're going to have to figure it out Cyryn. Listen to your heart and you'll figure it out soon. Just trust yourself and stop denying what you fear the most."

"What do I fear the most...?"

"Love"

"What?"

"Wake up Cyryn. Before you lose him forever"

"...I don't understand"

"WAKE UP!!"
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I shot up in the bed to see Christina and Corbyn hovering over me.

They both had worried looks on their faces.

I realized my face seemed wet so I brought my hand up and licked my lips...

I was crying

"Wha-what happened?" I asked the couple

"We don't know, we were hoping you'd tell us" Christina said softly

"I don't know either" I spoke quietly as I touched my lips

~5 Hours Later~
I woke up and stretched my body out, I looked over to my clock to see how long I slept since the dream.

9:26 A.M.

Wow...did I really wake up at four in the morning?!

I groaned as I rolled out of the bed and stalked down the stairs

I heard Christina and Corbyn talking in the kitchen so I decided to stay in the living room for a bit.

I could hear them talking but not enough to hear what they were saying.

I grabbed my phone and scrolled through Instagram

My mind just couldn't stop replaying the dream and that kiss

It seemed so...real

It almost felt like it has happened before...

And what stayed in my head the most was the message the dream delivered...

"Listen to your heart and you'll figure it out soon. Just trust yourself and stop denying what you fear the most"

I don't fear love?

Why would I have to be afraid of love?

What is there to be afraid of? It's literally the best thing ever- unless...there's a reason to be afraid

Love comes with sacrifices...

It comes with pain

Heartbreak

And...

...trust...

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