Bad Girl- Red Velvet ff

14

"Chan, I have to tell you something"

"So do I. Can I go first?" He asks

"Sure"

When I met with Chan I was extremely nervous. Ive never broken up with someone before and this will be the first. The spark just isn't there anymore. His ebony hair was replaced with a bleached, platinum blonde. It wasn't bad, it's just i couldn't see where his forehead ends and his hair begins.

"Well y/n. I know you've been questioning my faith for you. But I want you to know I do love you. You've given the best year and 9 months of my life. You know I'm not good with feelings but I want to assure you that our relationship isn't just a game. I want to marry you." He says grabbing hold of my hand as he pauses.

Wait! No, that's not how this is supposed to go!

He continues "Not now, and maybe I can't assure you anything for a year from now or even five years, but I know that I want us to be together for the rest of our lives. Cause, I love you"

"I love you too" I say with literally no sincerity but all nervousness in my voice.

"Now what was it that you wanted to tell me?"

"That I-uh- I- I am going to miss you when you go on tour"

Don't judge me. I can't break up with him after that.

"I'll miss you too" he hugs me.

Someone, save me. Is there anyone who is heartless that can dump him for me. I'll pay.

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"So did you do it?" Ari asked.

"I couldn't. He was showing affection"

"Pussy" VIVI told.

"Language young lady" Renae scolded.

"What! she is. To scared to kick him to the curb."

"She's right" I lay my head on Ari's shoulder. "Why do I have to be so soft" I whine.

"It's okay my child." She pets my head. "But you better do it before he actually does propose."

"Will you do it for me? I mean, you are a heartless bitch."

"Bitch please I got better things to do" she pushes me off her.

Saavvvee me