Erin just came and told me what happened. I was worried. What if she tried hurting herself again or even worse. I started running to her house. I took the key she gave me out of my bag ran into her room and saw her lying on the floor with blood all over.
I grabbed my phone and called 911
"Hello 911 what's your emergency?"
"I need an ambulance at (random address)" I said
"Stay with me baby" I said crying
"Please just let me die" Alyssa said crying
Then she went unconscious. I sat there crying till the ambulance showed up.
I stayed at the hospital all night waiting to hear something. Her parents were at home trying to understand the whole situation and her mom called the school to explain what happened. And as for Erin she was a wreck.
"Mr.Mendes" a doctor said
"Yes thats me." I replied quickly
"She survived but she's in critical condition we don't know when or if she will wake up." the doctor said
"C-Can I see her?" I asked
The doctor pointed me towards her room.
I totally get why Alyssa didn't want to talk to me but I need to tell her how I feel.
I walked into class to see her seat was empty. I wonder where she is she is almost always here. Miss Summers came in and she looked very upset.
"Class settle down, I have something very serious to talk about" Miss Summers spoke in a soft tone
We all got quite very quick. "Alyssa tried taking her own life and is in the hospital"
She continued talking but those words kept repeating over and over in my head. I could feel my eyes starting to tear up. I got up and headed for the door.
"Mr.Espinosa where are you going" Miss Summers yelled
I didn't stop, I just started running. I ran to my car and tried putting the keys in but my hands were shaking. I just sat there and cried till I calmed down and could drive to the hospital.
I ran into the hospital and see Shawn walking towards the waiting room
"Shawn!" I yelled
"What the hell are you doing here?" he screamed at me
"I know you hate me after everything I've done to her because I hate me but please let me see her."
"Fine I'll be right outside and if you lay a hand-" I cut him off
"I won't" I said to Shawn
I walked into her room and saw her lying there. I could feel a tear running down my cheek.
"Hi beautiful, it's Matt. I know I'm probably the last person you expected to come visit you but I need to tell you how I feel. I love you so much ever since we met I have loved you. The only reason I always bullied you and always hooked up with girls is because I like and it breaks my heart that you're lying in this hospital bed because of me and I hate myself because of it. I hope you find it in your heart to forgive me but if you can't I understand and I'm not leaving your side until you wake up. I have faith you will pull through. I love you so much."
*Two Weeks Later*
"Hi baby girl, it's been two weeks since you know. I miss you a lot. Matt is here almost all the time he really cares about you. Honestly I think he has changed. Your mom comes every so often she is still really upset about it. Erin misses you like crazy. Ok well I'll come back later love you."
I kissed her on the cheek and walked out.
I waited for Shawn to come out as soon as he did he gave me the your turn look.
"Hi" was all managed to say before I broke down "Please come back I need you, my life has been complete shit without you. I love you so much."
I held her hand and laid my head down on the bed closing my eyes and crying. Next thing I felt a hand running through my hair. I looked up.
"Hi" she said softly
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bully | matt espinosaFanfiction
Alyssa is a sixteen year old girl who gets bullied by a guy who used to be her best friend. Will Alyssa forgive Matt or will things just get worse for her?