I woke up early the next morning to get ready. I checked my phone and had a text from Erin
E- Hey are you coming in today?
E- Ok meet me outside when you get there
I got out of bed and got into the shower. When I got out I dried and straightened my hair. I didn't put much makeup on today only mascara and eyeliner.
I walked downstairs and my mom asked if I felt better today, I nodded kissed her goodbye and left. It took 5 minutes to walk to school. When I got there I saw Erin and she had a huge smile on her face when she saw me.
She walked up to me and gave me a hug.
"What would I do without you?" I said smiling
Erin just laughed. We walked to my locker first. We both stood there in shock.
Post-it notes covered my locker with words like "slut","whore","fat","ugly" and "worthless". I wanted to cry but I kept it together. Erin took the notes off and threw them in the trash.
"Just ignore them." she said
I just half smiled and walked to my first class which had most of my least favorite people. The class contained people like Matt and his friends and Jill and her little bitches.
I sat down at my desk to realize Matt wasn't there he walked in two minutes later and put a piece of paper on my desk.
"Meet me outside after class I need to talk to you."
I was scared, really scared. Why did he want to talk to me?
When the bell rang I ran to Shawn's class because I was to scared to talk to Matt. I ran until I bumped into someone. I looked up and thankfully, it was Shawn.
"Woah where are you going?" he said laughing
"Just looking for you" I said smiling
I didn't want him to worry so I decided not to tell him about the note Matt gave me.
*Skip to lunch**
I walked to lunch and sat down at a table with Erin. I wasn't very hungry so I just got a salad. Me and Erin were talking when I all of a sudden I heard a familiar laugh. It was Jill.
"Hey fatty I see you're eating salads but I think it's too late for that." she said laughing
Jill's friend Jess started joining in and calling me a whore.
The next thing I knew Jill's fist had collided with my eye and then she poured her whole tray of mac and cheese on me followed by her carton of milk.
I picked my stuff up and ran. I ran out of the lunch room, down the hall, out the door, all the way to my house. At this point I was crying hysterically.
I ran to my room and shut my door not even bothering to lock it. I couldn't do it anymore I went under my bed and pulled out the box. I pulled out the blade and stared at it for a minute. I began to make cuts all over not just on my wrist but on my stomach and my thighs too. I just laid there bleeding hoping by time they found me it would be too late.
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bully | matt espinosaFanfiction
Alyssa is a sixteen year old girl who gets bullied by a guy who used to be her best friend. Will Alyssa forgive Matt or will things just get worse for her?