Random thoughts from different moments on various things for infinite reasons.
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Standing here I am as normal as can be. I live. I breathe. I love. I cry. I laugh. I write. This... is me.
However, Standing here as I am, Normal as can be, there is a voice that says I am not whole Complete Pure.
I am called a sinner Impure Wrong. I cannot enter the gates of heaven as I am.
Yet I simply stand here as I am: Normal as can be.
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Standing here I live as I would love to best. Brilliantly. Beautifully. Bountifully. Alone. With you. With others. This...is life.
However, Standing here as I live, As I would love to best, there is a sight of selflessness that says I am not whole Complete Pure.
I am called a sinner Self-serving Impure Wrong. I cannot enter the gates of heaven as I am.
Yet I simply live here as I would love to: To the best ideal.
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Standing here I dream as I desire Willfully. Wishfully. Hopefully. Apathetically. Selfishly. Ideally. This... is me.
However, Standing here as I dream, To every wile and woe in my heart, there is a touch that says I am not whole Complete Pure.
I am called a sinner Self-praising Impure Wrong. I cannot enter the gates of heaven as I am.
Yet I simply dream here as I am: To my sole core nature as myself.
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Standing here... I am tired. Soulfully. Physically. Mentally. Mind unfettered; heart numb; with body somewhere in-between. This...is what?
Yes. I am a broken mess. Standing here, this is me. There is no "howeover" about it. I am a Christian with so much love in her she doesn't know what to do with it sometimes. So it dies- forgotten. Or goes to herself. Or turns to misplaced pity instead of directioned strength for the beloved. I am not Complete Pure.
I am human. A sinner- A beautiful masterpiece scarred with every evil between the heart and sky... Impure Wrong. I definitely cannot enter the gates of heaven as I am.
And I thus stand before you as I am- Because there is no "yet" And this is me.
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So...
Stop. Stand there and know that I understand Your sacrifice My salvation The Gospel is my light And Purpose-giving in my life.
Standing there, You can see God glorified.
To You....
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Standing where you are as normal as can be. You live. You breathe. You love. You cry. You laugh. You [_______]. This... is you.
However, Standing where you are as you are, Normal as can be, is there a voice that says you are not whole? Complete Pure?
And you are called a sinner Impure Wrong. They say you cannot enter the gates of heaven as you are.
Yet you simply stand where you are? As you are: Normal as can be?
Have you accepted Christ into your heart?
A/N: 1:32am. 5th November, 2018. Trigger: -"Heaven's Gate and Hell's Flames" Drama in Eldoret, Kenya on night of 4th November, 2018. -Gospel Playlist of 11 songs cycled overnight. Edited: 9th November, 2018.
