Part 2

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**Alyssa's POV**

I woke up the next morning feeling sick. I decided to stay home. I texted Shawn and Erin telling them so they don't worry about me.

**Matt's POV**

I walked into school and Shawn immediately walked up to me.

"You need to stop." Shawn yelled at me

"What?" I said

"You know what I mean." he said and walked away.

I knew exactly what he meant. Alyssa. She's all I think about. Why did I have to cause her so much pain?

Jill walked up to me shoved me against the lockers and the next thing I knew her lips crashed onto mine. Except it was different this time. I didn't kiss back.

"Playing hard to get huh?" she said smirking

"No I'm done. I can't do whatever this is anymore." I said

"What the fuck Matt! Is there someone else?" she said, she was pissed

By now everyone in the hallway was staring but I didn't even care.

"Yes, no, maybe I don't know!" I said

"Who is the slut?" she yelled

"That's ironic being you're the only slut here." I screamed.

Then I heard people gasp. The next thing I knew Jill's hand smacked me across the face and she ran away crying.

I need to talk to Alyssa tomorrow.

**Alyssa's POV**

I sat home all day watching TV and reading. I heard a knock on my door. I opened it to see Shawn holding a chocolate chip frappe from McDonalds and all of my favorite disney movies. I just smiled at him.

We went up to my room to watch the movies.

"Which one do you want to watch first?" I asked

"The Lion King duh" he said laughing

Shawn grabbed me by my wrist and pulled me into the bed. I winced in pain as he touched my fresh scars. Shawn looked at me with a concerned face.

"Lyssa" he said, that was his nickname for me

"Yeah" I replied

"Pull up your sleeves." he said

I shook my head no. Shawn pulled up my sleeve and had a look of disappointment on his face.

"I'm so sorry Shawn." I said as I broke down

He grabbed me and started hugging me.

"Shhh baby it's okay shhh." He whispered in my ear.

**Shawn's POV**

Yeah I was upset that she cut again. Was I mad at her? No I couldn't be. I sat there cradling her in my arms hoping she would fall asleep but she didn't.

"Can we watch the movie?" she asked

"Sure." I replied

She eventually fell asleep. I laid her down, tucked her under the covers and started to walk out.

"Shawn" she said

"Yes?" I replied

"Thank you for everything"

"You're welcome"

I bent down kissed her on the forehead and walked out.

**Alyssa's POV**

*That night*

I woke up and looked at my clock it read 6:00pm. I got up and went to shower. I got out brushed my hair and my teeth and went to go look for clothes. I pulled out a plain black t-shirt and a pair of sweatpants that Matt left here a few years ago before the bullying began that still fit me.

What am I doing? Matt is such a fucking asshole. He calls me slut and a bunch of other names. I just want to feel close to him again I don't know why though. I put on the sweats, got into bed and went on twitter and tweeted:

"@lyssa707: I miss you so much :("

I put my phone down and minutes later a twitter notification popped up

"Mentioned by @queenjill: @lyssa707 no one likes you and you're worthless."

I just put my phone back down and decided to go to sleep being I would have to go to school tomorrow.

Spread the word about this if you like it. I hope you guys like it so far!

Xoxo

-Lyss

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