1 | Welling Up With Ideas

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Date: 10. 11. 2018

So I haven't had classes for the past two weeks due to a study break and I spent some time—most of my time to be honest—on Wattpad figuring out my story. The thing is, I've had so many great ideas hit me like a truck in the past two weeks but my inability to put them into words is solely because of my exams next week and it's really got me at my all time low.

I wish it was easy to do both things at once—study and write my stories—but one's always affecting the other and somehow my story is always the one to be at the losing end. It just simply isn't fair. 😫

I've tried alternating between taking a few days off for my story and just full on studying for a few days straight to give me more free time but things don't seem to be working out so well for me. If I could split myself in half, I gladly would because this is sort of pushing me off the edge.

On a completely different note, I'm broke. Not entirely broke up to a point that I'm on the streets. I'm broke to a point that it frustrates me when I'm invited out for lunch by my fellow classmates. 😂 Like come on man, it's hurting my entire college fund to be hanging out with you guys. But I'm not going to say that it's a completely bad thing to be hanging out with these people because they're the only ones that keep me sane sometimes. Again, life is unfair. 🤷🏼‍♀️

I guess today's just one of those days where life hits you all at once for me. Also, I got a little depressed just thinking about these things while I wrote them so now I'm sitting here at five in the morning wondering why I even thought this was a good idea to begin with. 🧐

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