My anxiety is consuming me, and I pretty much know why. Andy is going to be at Lauren's birthday party tonight, and it will be the first time we've seen each other since we ended things. We ended things on okay terms, or should I say, he ended things. But I just don't want him to tell that I still have feelings for him.
I'm not going to let my anxiety get the best of me though. I have a smoking hot dress on, I look good, and I just need to get out there and rock it. "Kayleigh, are you ready yet?" Sara calls to me from the other room.
I walk out of the bathroom and find her laying on the bed. "Yeah let's kick it." Our uber pulls up just in time and my leg shakes the entire ride there, it always does when I'm nervous.
Sara watches it shake and tries to comfort me, "Dude, you have no reason to be nervous. Just say a quick hi to Andy and then don't talk to him the rest of the night. It's not like you owe him a conversation."
"Yeah, I know I don't. I just don't want to make a fool of myself. Should we just go somewhere else?"
"Are you serious?" Sara looks at me shocked. "Lauren would be so pissed if we didn't show up. It's her birthday for god's sake. You will be fine." I nod my head. I know I'm just getting in my head, but I'm usually so confident. I think it's just throwing me off.
Our uber arrives at Lauren's house and I hesitate before opening the front door and walking in. In good news, there are so many people in here I will probably barely see Andy through the night. Lauren spots us from the kitchen and comes running over.
"Happy Birthday love." I say as I give her a hug.
"Ah, thank you, I'm so glad you guys are here! I feel like we all haven't been together in a while, we are going to have so much fun."
"I don't know about you two, but I need a drink." Sara says and I follow her to the kitchen and get a vodka soda.
Sara turns to me and says, "Okay, don't freak but Andy is standing right over there and he may or may not have just seen us."
I start to feel panicky in my chest. "Oh my god. Is he coming over here?"
"Umm, yes." Sara is eyeing him the closer he gets.
I down my drink and turn around just as Andy gets to us. "Hey!" he says with that cute smirk on his face that gets me every single time.
I smile back, "Hey, how are you?" He leans in for a hug and if I'm being honest it was a little awkward but I leaned in and Sara gave me a look over his shoulder that made me giggle.
"It's good to see you guys, I wasn't sure if you were coming or not." Andy says.
"Well here we are," Sara says somewhat obnoxiously. I give a little laugh to try and lighten up the mood, however I don't think it worked.
Andy leans into my ear and says, "Come find me later, I was wanting to talk to you."
I nod my head "Yeah sure." Andy leaves to go talk to one of his friends who just walked in.
"What was that about?" Sara asks.
"He said he wants to talk to me about something later."
"Do you think he wants to get back together?"
"I honestly don't know, who knows when it comes to him, right." I play it cool but in the inside I'm hoping and praying that the answer to the question is yes.
"I think I see Layla over there, I'll come find you in a bit okay?" Sara leaves and goes into the other room and I turn around to get another drink.
I stay by the bar for a few minutes before I decide to go find Lauren. I grab my drink and start to walk into the living room when I turn the corner and slam right into a tall man. "Oh shit I'm so sorry..."
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