• Bts Angst •

「 jungkook 」

I ignored the pain coming from my hands and kept punching the wall

"Jungkook stop"my friends tried to stop me from punching the wall

"Jungkook your hand is bleeding please stop jungkook-ah"taehyung said concerned while holding my wrist

"Hoseok get the first aid"i cried and cried while i kicked and furiously grabbed my head

"Hyung..why?"i cried while the others looked at me worried and confused

"Jungkook what's this?"i covered my face and let the others see the envelope

Actually only me and jin hyung only knows about my condition

"Jungkook.."taehyung looked at me with teary eyes

"You have a cancer jungkook..a cancer!"taehyung yelled while the others and jin stayed quiet

"When jungkook"namjoon hyung asked "since when"

"Why did you hide this from us?!"taehyung shouted with tears breaming on his face

"Taehyu--""no!he has a freaking cancer, a-and its something s-serious"taehyung says stuttering because of crying

We stayed quiet for a bit

"Is that the reason why you broke up with y/n?"jimin asked and i nodded in response

Yoongi hyung looked at me concerned along with the others

After a few days
5 days has passed and i noticed that my enemy was talking to y/n

"Yah can you please tell chanyeol to back off?"i asked "why dont you tell her"taehyung said rolling his eyes

I sighed,he was still mad at me for not telling him about my condition before

"Dont worry i'll talk to him later"jimin said while i look at y/n at afar talking to chanyeol again

I rubbed my whole face while lisa patted me in the back

"Dont worry kooks everything will be alright..soon"she says smiling trying to cheer me up "it wont be alright..i have a freaking cancer.."

"Dont be sure that everything wont be alright, there might be a chance for a cure you know"namjoon hyung said "stage four hyung stage four..do you think there's still a cure for that?"i asked

"Maybe but im sure there is"
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"I promise that i will come back for y/n.."i mentally said to my self..

"I promise that i will come back when im healthy..."

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After a few months
"I have a good news"the doctor smiled

"You dont have a cancer anymore"i smiled widely while the guys cheered

The doctor explained how i got cured

And we were very very happy about it..

Y/n's POV
Chanyeol smiled at me

We were on a date and we were laughing and talking and laughing all night

He confessed his feelings for me yesterday and i gladly accepted it

Now we are sitting on a swing

"I love you y/n"chaenyeol suddenly spoke and i notice that a guy suddenly appeared infront of us

The guy looked at me in pain..he sighed

He was in tears when he saw me holding hands with chaenyeol

I felt my heart ache.."s-stay strong"he says smiling a little bit and walked away

"Wait--"chanyeol stopped me "y/n dont.."he says..

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After a 7 weeks
"Have you seen jungkook?"i asked taehyung for the 20th time "i dont know"he answered for the 20th time last week

I havent seen jungkook for the past few weeks after what happened on the swings

I miss him..

I was sitting outside my house and suddenly jungkook's friends appeared infront of me

"Y/n we have to tell you something.."i was confused and nervous at the same time

"What is it?"

"Its about jungkook.."

Taehyung was unusually quiet along with hoseok and jimin

Those three were always the loud ones but today they wont even say something

"Whats wrong?"i quickly stood up from where im sitting at

"He's gone.."

"What do you mean he's gone?"i asked

"Im sorry y/n..he's dead"

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