Unexplainable Love

CHAPTER 1: Reminisce

Now Playing: BreakEven By Maddi Jane Cover

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just praying to a God that I don't believe in

Dear Diary,

   Sabi ng mga kadalasan na tao, sa pelikula lamang nangyayari ang mga bagay na sobrang romantic

Cause I got time while he got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even

   Pero na realize ko, pwede rin pala mangyari sa totoong buhay kapag mahal mo ang isang tao.

Nakaupo lang ako na magisa sa damuhan nang oval sa school namin. Habang sumusulat sa diary ko. Emo lang ang peg? Hahaha. Pero, masanay na kayo. Ganun na talaga ako eh.

NGAYON.

 At sa bawat salita na akin sinusulat sa diary, parang tutulo ang mga luha sa aking mga mata. Pinasabay pa nang kanta na akin pinagkikinggan.

What am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?

I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

   Oo, narealize ko yun sa piling niya. Feeling ko noon dati sobrang saya ang araw ko dahil andyan siya.

They say bad things happen for a reason

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding

   Na para bang nasa pelikula kayong dalawa. Pero ngayon, umiba na.

   Ang bawat araw naging ordinaryo na lamang dahil wala na siya. :l

You got his heart and my heart and none of the pain

You took your suitcase, I took the blame

Now I'm tryin' make sense of what little remains,

   Love,
  Juliana Montenegro

Parang sumikip ang dibdib ko sa tuwing sumusulat sa diary. Dahil ngayon, biglang nagbago ang lahat. Sinusulat ko nalang sa diary, ang nararamdaman ko. Dahil alam ko, walang tao na kayang maintindihan ang dinadamdam ko.

oh

'Cause you left me with no love and no love to my name

I'm still alive but I'm barely breathing

Just prayed to a God that I don't believe in

'Cause I got time while he got freedom

'Cause when a heart breaks, no it don't break

No it don't break, no, it don't break even, no

Pagkatapos kong sumulat sa diary, nakinig nalang ako sa music.

what am I suppose to do when the best part of me was always you?

And what am I supposed to say when I'm all choked up and you're okay?1

I'm falling to pieces

I'm falling to pieces

 Tsssssk! Gusto ko umiyak habang pinakikinggan ko ang kanta pero walang luha na lumalabas.

I'm falling to pieces

(One's still in love while the other one's leaving)

I'm falling to pieces