LAST CHAPTER- you can let go...be in peace...be an angel....light up the sky

Start from the beginning

and everywhere you turn

there's vultures and thieves at your back

and the storm keeps on twisting

you keep on building the lies

that you make up for all that you lack

it don't make no difference

escaping one last time

it's easier to believe in this sweet madness oh

this glorious sadness that brings me to my knees

in the arms of the angel

fly away from here

from this dark cold hotel room

and the endlessness that you fear

you are pulled from the wreckage

of your silent reverie

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort here

you're in the arms of the angel

may you find some comfort here

after Callie did a beautiful Solo of the chorus, It went over to me and I did the last 10 lines and the lights went out. They turned back on and we wiped our eyes and Justin ran back to change again. Callie went and stood by the edge of the stage. Justin walked out and started screaming at callie to move. I looked over and saw that idiotic, creepy smirk. I wanted to walk over to him and slap it right off his face. "Jason what are you doing here!?'' I screamed as everyone evacuated. "oh nothing..." he pulled out a gun and shoved it up to callie's temple. "PUT THE GUN AWAY!!!!!!!!" he pulled the trigger and Callie dropped to the floor. "YOU SON OF A BITCH!!!!!!!!" I screamed and charged at him. I grabbed the gun out of his hand and looked at him. "this is for all the hell you stired up and killing my best friend!'' I shot him in the head and pushed his body off. I ran over to a dying Callie and started crying. "DON'T CLOSE YOUR EYES HONEY, DON'T CLOSE THEM...EYES ON ME!!'' but it was too late she was dead. 

NEXT FEW DAYS:

I didn't get out of bed at all, I've locked myself in my room...all of our friendships have really been tested, all we've all done is fight and fight which is why I'm upset to say Justin and I aren't together anymore. I sat down on the couch and didn't talk to anyone. Fredo has been getting high and partying, Justin has hid in his room a while, In fact chaz got him into the shower earlier. Ryan and Chaz are upset but I'm the most insane one here. I talk to walls and pictures, I am so out of it that I've tried getting help but the therapist couldn't help. I'm really glad we haven't killed each other yet, the fighting has been horrible. We just can't handle the pain, we never thought about it happening...even when I was in the Military.

DAY OF THE FUNERAL:

We all stood in the front row of the congregation and looked at her casket. "Brooke would you like to say a few words?" I nodded and walked up to the podium. "Callie, I miss you so much...I miss how we would mess around with the guys and prank them and all the fun stuff. you were looking forward to be an aunt, I remember talking about the baby and you told me, even if she's hurt, you'd still love her no matter what, she is perfect to you! And we'd talk about baby names and what gender she would be and what she'd look like and If she's gonna have her mommy's attitude, and well let's face it... Callie you're most likely right!'' everyone laughed and I looked over at her casket. "I brought your favorite necklace that we wore everyday, We have still wore ours so, I want it to be burried with you so that way you have it with you and I'll have mine on every single day!" I put it in her casket and just fell apart. "you'll always be my little sister and my best friend!" I walked back to my seat and broke down in tears while Fredo pulled me into a hug and Justin walked up to the podium. "Callie, knew how to get under my skin...she got under it many times but she was a sweet girl, she didn't care what you thought about her, She could always see past someones smile and what was really behind them. she could turn a bad day into a good day just by walking into the room, and I never exactly told her but I still love her." he walked over to the casket and placed one of his necklaces into it then walked back. to this seat. I smiled at fredo and he walked up and wiped his eyes. ''wow, I never thought I'd see the love of my life laying in a casket...my heart hurts so much I can't even begin to explain. It's difficult to see, I just wish she'd wake up and show off that beautiful smile she always had...I bet she has beautiful wings that sparkle and she isn't in pain anymore...thank god, it was so hard seeing her suffer, I just wish she had more time, I was gonna give her a promise ring after the concert but everything happened...'' he walked over to the casket and set the velvet box in then kissed her forehead.

I looked at a tree and noticed it was the only one blowing. I smiled and wiped the tears then continued looking at the tree. Goodbye callie, I will see you on the other side...be free...don't be in pain.

(A/N: HEY GUYS, THATS A WRAP FOR THE FIRST BOOK! IT WAS SO SAD WASN'T IT!?  WELL, THANKS GUYS i LOVE YOU ALL SO MUCH! i will be starting first book on 8/7 so today!)

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