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Love Fooled Me Again
“Broken hearts, love's deceit, pieces fall down to my feet. Broken promises, love's a lie, puddles form from tears I cry. Broken dreams, love's illusion, sorrowed cause of your intrusion. Broken hope, love's a game, doesn't last, ends the same. Broken sleep, love's the cause, digs at me with sharpened claws. Broken spirit, love of sorrow, stolen now is my tomorrow. Broken life, love is lost, Broken now and that's the cost.”
He was what made me whole; when he left so did my soul. He was the one I wanted to be with from the start; in the end he tore my heart. He was the boy that made the days warm, when he left there come the storm. He said that he would stay with me ‘till the day he would die; now I know that it's a lie. He was just a memory that lasted for an eternity.
I kept running till my feet are both sore, I've been running for an hour, I even barely know this place all I know is I'm seeing the street lights of London, I'm even wearing my gown, it's from my debut party earlier, I've been waiting for this day of my life when I'm actually 18. I never thought this beautiful memory can be replaced by the worst tragedy. I'm busy with thoughts when my phone rang…
"Katheryn! I can explain, please believe me..." I didn't let him finish... I just curtly interrupted him.
"What did I do? Why wasn't I good enough? Because I sure as hell treated you the best and you were my everything. My one and only. But now you cheated on me, and not just any other girl. You cheated on me for my sister. Do you think that's a pertinent idea you made? Grow up. Get a life." I said with gritted teeth.
I was so angry at myself, how could I be so foolish? He’s the most admired guy in our school, he’s a player. Why did I trusted him? Why did I convince myself that I can change him? It feels so right when I’m with him. I feel butterflies in my stomach when I see him. Why? All these questions in my mind are making my head throb in pain. I was so pissed at him, but mostly, I was so pissed at myself. For believing in him, for letting him inside my life, for knowing that one glance from him can make my knees weak. It was all my fault.
"I promise you, I can't do that to you. I love you Katheryn. I love you.” He can say I love you as much as he wants, but in the end I know that he can’t prove it. His words mean nothing now.
"No, I'm sorry. Bye. I have to do something." I hang up the phone; I didn't even let him answer. I just can't stand to know that he's lying to me. What a liar. I'm wretched. I'm pathetic. I'm a fool. Unbelievable.
Now, Love Fooled Me Again...
She’s broken from the start. She’s too tired of pretending that's everything is alright. She’s forgetting what love meant. She always keeps her guards up. She doesn’t trust much. She looks perfectly okay in the outside, but when it comes to the inside she is struggling to take everything in, she’s misunderstood. If you’ll know her life story, you’ll understand her. She learnt something, something that most can’t do. That is to be strong and hold on.