"Carlee!" I yelled walking into the house. "Carlee!"
Footsteps came from the back but it wasn't Carlee. Carter appeared with a confused look on his face. "Momma not here." He said. "I thought y'all were together?"
I ignored his question, placing my hands on my hips, pacing the floor.
"Dad you cool?" Carter asked.
"I just need to find your mom. Call her and see if she answers and if she does try to find out where she is without letting her realize I'm asking."
He nodded while pulling out his phone and putting it to his ear. "Ma....you still at the mall with dad?......I wanted you to bring me some food.....where you at?.........well where's dad?.......alright ima call him." He hung up the phone and looked at me. "She's at Juniors."
"Alright." I headed to the door.
"Dad can you bring me some food back for real though."
Waving my hand at him, I walked out and got in my car then headed to Junior's. Without Carter calling her, I probably would've never looked over there.
The whole ride my mind was just all over the place. I had so many damn questions. I don't even know how I should feel right now.
Am I mad about her having sex with that nigga? Hell no, I have no right to be. But the fact that you fucking this nigga with no condom then coming to fuck me and now we're in this type of situation, also ain't no telling what that motherfucka got.
This shit is crazy.
The only woman I've ever had unprotected sex with was Carlee. She used to be ready to beat my ass if I tried to have Sex without protection before we had Junior. She got pregnant the first time due to us being caught up in the moment.
What was her excuse with him?
How did we get in this mess?
Parking in front of Juniors condo, I got out and headed up to his door and knocked. A couple minutes later Aliyah opened the door.
"Hey Mr. B." She said.
"Hey, is Carlee here?"
She nodded. "She's with the baby. Upstairs, second door on the left."
"Thank you." I hurried upstairs and got to the room. Opening the door, I saw Carlee rocking Mari to sleep.
Mari is so damn adorable man. Seeing her made me even more excited about the new baby. But today ruined that.
Carlee looked up at me and she immediately put her head back down. Sighing, I leaned against the wall.
"I should've said something." She said.
"I just didn't know how. I didn't want you to look at me differently."
"Carlee that's always your excuse. I can't be mad about you sleeping with him because technically you were his woman. But that fact that you slept with both of us, unprotected within the same week." My stomach turned just thinking about it. "What kind of bullshit was that? Do you know how fucked up that is?"