Confessions #25: It pisses me off when I can't impress people, and when I can't do what they want me to do.
Gosh. People are just so freakin blegh. I wish they were open, or if I could read their minds, that way I can impress them and know what they think of me. That way I can improve.
I really want to work on everything. I want to be that girl where no one has ANYTHING bad to say about her. Everyone thinks she is a very beautiful, strong, young lady. Why why is it so hard to figure out people???
When my mom gets mad, I don't know if it's me. I'm the executive team member in robotics, but they don't treat me anything different. Am I not improtant to them? Or are they just not the type of person to do the whole bragging thing. LIKE PLEASE TELL ME??? I DONT KNOW ANYTHING ABOUT EVERYTHING.
When people give me that expressionless look or look serious at me, but smile at someone else, I feel like they hate me.
Or do they like to have serious convos with me?
Do they just tell me things?
Do they think I'm weird or nice?
I'm done with people. Too many thoughts are swirling and hating and screaming at me. I just can't think.
PEOPLE JUST STOP FREAKING ACTING CLOSED. IF I AM BEING A BITCH LET ME KNOW AND I WILL CHANGE IT. JUST DONT FUCKING TALK BEHIND ME BACK AND STOP TELLING ME LIES.
If I need to improve I will.
Just tell me.
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"I'm selfish, impatient and a little insecure. I make mistakes, I am out of control and at times hard to handle. But if you can't handle me at my worst, then you sure as hell don't deserve me at my best." - Marilyn Monroe I'm just Taz. A girl who is...