TWO SIDES ✓

character Q&A- part 2:

"3, 2, 1!"

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[ jeon jungkook ]

— Q : why couldn't you stay with el? you loved/love her so much :(

— A : I do love her so much but I had to do it for ... yoongi [fists clench in anger] although it broke me- I tend to care more about others needs than my own.

— Q : are you planning on going back to el? I know you love her and you're hurting too and fuck it I'm feeling bad for you can i hug you

— A : I don't know .. I really don't know what the future holds for us [looks down with a sigh] a hug would be great thanks

— Q : WHY TF DID YOU FOLLOW YOONGI'S ORDERS HUH

— A : for fuck sake, I hate the power dynamic we have [mutters] but to answer your question ... I don't know. sorry I can't answer these questions- I'm not in the best state right now [walks away]

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[ elianna ]

right, this again? [sits down] lets get this over and done with.

— Q : what are your biggest regrets?

— A : starting with a great question!!! [fakes a smile] urm, I regret playing with someone's love life when I had no right to? [nervous wreck] because I lost a toxic yet great friendship. I regret getting involved with jungkook in the first place, maybe that way I wouldn't have fallen so hard [lost in thought] but why the fuck couldn't I stay away?

— Q : do you hate jungkook? or do you think you deserve it?

— A : there's a part of me that really hates him, for leaving me the way he did. it was traumatising [fights back tears] I hate him for being so submissive to yoongi [sighs] but at the same time, I deserve it. it's karma, that's how it works.

— Q : how do you know it's yoongi behind this all?

— A : because I did the same thing to him, not realising that we are so fucking similar. so of course he would do the same thing to me! [throws hands in the air] it's him because jungkook basically told me with his last words "maybe you should ask yoongi." and when I confronted yoongi, he didn't deny it and he said I deserved it [thumbs up]