"Please ma'am calm down", The nurse tells Iris.
"Listen I don't know who you think you are telling me this! I don't want to hear your voice unless you tell me what's wrong with my brother", She snaps.
"He's not looking well!" The nurse shouts aggravated at Iris.
Iris stays silent. No words leave her mouth. Shock is written all over her face.
My heart aces for her, I wouldn't call it sympathy it's just that I feel her pain. I can only imagine how hard this is on her.
"Iris", I say breaking the silence.
"No", She says raising her hand for me to not speak.
She speeds walks outside, wiping a tear that falls from her eyes. I have no clue where she's going, but I'm not leaving her.
"Iris!" I say raising my pace to catch out with her.
"Harry stop!" She shouts and stops outside.
"Stop what?" I say in anger.
"Stop this all! My brothers going to die! I'm going to be alone" She cries.
"I'm never going to leave you", I say opening my arms for her.
"Promise?" She says surprising me as she goes into my arms.
"Promise", I say kissing her hair.
I don't even know how to react. I wasn't expecting this at all. I look down just to clarify it's Iris.
"Iris I have feelings for you", I say looking into her eyes.
"Me?" She says. "You sure?" She adds.
"Yes", I say giving a half smile.
"Oh", She says.
"What do you feel?" I ask.
"Harry I.... I think I do", She says and I can feel her heart rate increase against my chest.
"Why are you so nervous?" I chuckle.
"Harry I don't- I don't know I just I've never said that to anyone. Please don't break me", She explains.
"I'll break myself first", I smirk.
"Harry, no offense but I'm just really worried about my brother right now", She says and the tear brimming her eye falls against her soft cheek.
"I'm not offended, not at all. I'm worried too Iris", I explain.
"Harry what if he leaves me?" She cries back into my arms.
I rub her back as we hug to comfort her. I never thought I'd see this day, she's coming to me, Harry Edward Styles for comfort. She also has feelings for me. I'm speechless really.
"I'm not going to tell you he's not. If he does I'll be here for you. One day it'll be all of us", I explain wiping the tear that falls from her eye with my thumb.
"That's not the answer I wanted", She says laughing a bit.
I love this side of Iris, please God don't let it go away.
"Let's go inside and see him come on", I tell her.
"Ok", She agrees.
"Harry I... I don't know if I can", Iris says with a look that somewhat looks like she nauseous.
"You mean go in?" I clarify.
"Yes, I can't look", She says.
"I'll go in ok?" I say and she gives me a nod.
As soon as I open the door and I see Johnny, my heart drops. The wires all over him, the cuts and injuries that flood his body bring chills to mine. He looks horrible, he's really fighting. I don't want to loose hope he can make it, but I'm just in shock. Something about everything to do with Iris is shocking to me.
"Johnny", I say as it slips from my mouth.
What the hell just happened? I told Harry, I liked him. I've showed him nothing but the me I used to be. It feels so odd, I feel relived? Harry didn't give up on me, he continued to show me love. I was able to discover he wasn't this "womanizer". I just want to make sure I didn't mess up. Although I feel somewhat relieved about telling Harry, I feel a lot of pain from Johnny being injured. My heart can't make out to go look at him right now. Harry went in, I know it sounds odd, but I really can't look at him like that. It kills me.
"Iris", I hear a familiar voice say.
"You?" I say with envy once I see Johnny's father.
"Get the hell away from me", I spit.
"I'm sorry", He says with red eyes.
"No no no, you don't have the right to say that. My brother is dying right now and it's all our damn fault! You're a freaking criminal! My brother may die and his last impression of me was hate", I say with tears falling.
"I'm sorry", He cries.
"Sorry doesn't solve s****!" I scream at him.
"Really you're sorry", I say with a mocking voice. "Look at you, you're fine. My brother is in there dying though!" I add.
"He's my son too!" He shouts.
"Why is it that now you want him back?" I say feeling my heart full of pain.
"I didn't not want him, I did. His mother didn't let me have him", I say.
That makes no sense, his mom doesn't care for him.
"Just leave!" I shout.
"Iris what's wrong?" Harry says as he exits Johnny's room with red eyes.
"You!" Harry says.
I almost want to laugh at the fact that we had the same reaction, but it's not the time for that.
"Nice to see you too", He mocks.
"I'm sorry but you're screwed up", Harry says shaking his head.
"Why? I wanted my son!" He remarks.
"You we're giving him away! Then, you knew it was his sister and didn't give him to her!" Harry shouts.
Harry's doesn't seem like one to have a temper so I know he's upset.
"I thought she was like his mother", He says.
"You make no sense!" I groan.
"I'm confused! I don't know! It all happened so fast! We were on our way to go somewhere and the car just hit!" He shouts.
"If he makes it out he's coming with me!" I argue.
"Fine, ok", He agrees.