Hey guys, happy Friday. I hope everyone had a good week and is ready for the weekend.
This was requested by @Courtneythomas18. So I kind of did like, how they are after you're dead. I'm not sure if you wanted an actual moment where the reader dies or not. That's a bit too much in my opinion so I went a bit softer but if that's what you wanted let me know and I can always redo it for you. Thank you so much for requesting and I hope you like this!
(IDK if I would say this is triggering but it made me kind of emotional bc that's how strongly I feel for these characters. I know you guys can relate to that so I guess this is just a heads up.)
This preference is gender neutral.
He fell into a self destructive spiral. Sure, he was able to break his drinking habits and fall into a normal sleep schedule and learn to take care of himself again. But that was all because of you. That was all for you. And despite the little voice in the back of his head telling him you would hate to see him that way, you couldn't see him. You were gone, and he had no will power left to hold himself together.
(Problematic Tony was literally the very first thing we introduced to in the MCU......maybe that's why I feel some comfortable writing it.)
It pained him to loose you. He was doing all he could to fight for the good guys, the little guys. He had the capability, so he used himself to fight the battles other couldn't. He believed in the system, believed that good things would happen to good people, that everything happened for a reason. But the day he lost you, he lost hope. He lost his will to keep fighting when it seems that things were only getting worse and worse. You were the last light in his life, and it was forever extinguished the day he lost you.
He had lost so much, too much to ever think about loosing anything else. His Mother, his father, his brother, his home, all of his people. Every lost he had ever experienced left a scar on his heart, but he never expected to loose you. He learned to deal with everything else, used to the pain, letting himself go numb. But when he lost you, all of that emotion he was burying away came rushing back ten fold. In all his life, nothing hurt him as bad as loosing you.
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A book of Avengers Preferences. (And imagines lmao.) Including: Tony Stark Steve Rogers Thor Odinson Bruce Banner Loki Laufeyson Natasha Romanoff Clint Barton Bucky Barnes Pietro Maximoff Wanda Maximoff T'Challa Udaku Peter Parker Stephen S...