Lovestruck [girlxgirl]

Lovestruck [girlxgirl] - Chapter 10

Chapter 10:

            Weeks pass and the next thing I know, February was upon us all. Finals were two weeks ago and low and behold, I passed. And not just by a hair. No, by some miracle, I passed each class with flying rainbows. And the best thing about all of that? I didn’t have to even study that hard! It surprised me actually how much I knew already. Maybe Elena was right. If I just tried, I could do some wonders. It did and in the end, my grades had risen: one B, four Cs and one D. Not exactly the straight A’s all the nerds like Elena got but at least I just managed to hit that 2.0 mark and stay in the school. Even the teachers were shocked at my sudden interest in grades and Principal Erida was nothing short of proud. Kudos to me.

            Speaking of Elena and me, our relationship has just kept growing stronger; just our friendship I mean. But even though our friendship grew day by day, my feelings for her just got stronger and stronger. I already had trouble resisting those sex crazed ideas or the little pecks on her sweet, full lips. But now even just stealing those little caresses are hard to resist!

            Aside from that, I’m probably around her close to 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Hell, I’ve practically moved in to her room. Elena’s assumption was right; her roommate Rachel moved out of her dorm the second they announced the ability to switch dorms, allowing me to unofficially move right in. She’s probably jealous now though; her role model basically living in the room she was in.

            Actually I was thankful she had moved out. It gave me plenty of opportunities to sneak in those gentle touches during the night that I couldn’t do during the day.

            The second semester also brings about more chances to hang with Elena some more. As we signed up for classes, we both made sure to register for as many similar classes that we can. So aside from the upper core classes I had no choice but to take, Elena and I had three classes together, increasing our time together. The only problem that we really came across was when any of my friends attended class. I think it was safe to say I still wasn’t confident in my sexuality. I mean, now I know I’m at least bisexual but just the thought of telling someone has me quaking in fear. I know anyone else in my class would not dare tell anyone about my close relations to Elena for fear of being beaten by me but my friends? That’s a whole different story. And while it hurts me to see the lonely, pained expression on Elena’s face when I have to sit with my friends, I know things like this will help me stay on top and, ultimately, protect Elena.

            Over these last few weeks, I had changed so much that even my friends had started to notice. I stopped going to parties, I attended all my classes and most importantly, I stopped picking up guys. As fun as it was to do that, just the thought of being with someone sexually other than Elena has me literally sick to my stomach. My one-eighty transformation was so drastic that even my fans were freaking out. Everytime I turned a corner, everyone in the next hallway would literally stop and stare, their eyes trained on me as I heard the whispers being passed around.

            “I wonder what happened to Amber. She became such a goodie…”

            “She doesn’t party anymore…shame…”

            “She’s practically like a nerd…”

            “She hangs out with that faggot now…”

            “Ew…”

            But none of their blunt opinions really mattered to me. In the end, as long as I had Elena by my side, I was content with life; yeah just content. What would make me blissfully happy was if Elena and I could become more than friends. Girlfriends. It felt like such a strange word rolling off my tongue but I liked the sound of it. Elena and I…girlfriends. Nothing could have sounded more perfect.