Just Love Me Again ~HyunZy Story

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AUTHOR’S NOTE:

This is a sort of explanation, acknowledgment, and everything else type of update.

First of all, I would like to share that JLMA started as my therapy for depression. Seriously though I was never diagnosed but I was truly depressed two years ago. Georgina is real. She exists. For the first part, ako si Georgina. Ken also exists. He was my former MU. He ended what we had then over the phone and the rest is history. Sa sobrang sakit na narmadaman ko noon, nakilala ko ang wattpad through a friend. And naisipan kong i-channel out lahat ng nararamdaman through stories gaya ng nakagawain ko na nung high school pa. Wala naman talaga akong balak i-pursue ito as a story or novel. Nung una talaga walang concrete na storyline. Just narratives of what happened in my life then. And then naisip ko why not plot it out. And then, JLMA’s backbone was born. Nakaisip ako ng kadugtong ng chapters 1- 7. Hanggang doon lang kasi ang lovestory namin. No sex, guys. Okay? Hindi ako ganoon. Hahaha.

The Georgina you have read in the preceding chapters was also me, minus the sexy time parts. Lahat ng sakit nung palitan ka agad ay naranasan ko. And then minus the Marian-Higad vengeance. Imagination ko na lamang iyon. But come to think of it, kung hindi niya ako basta na lang binitawan noon at nakipagrelasyon sa isa niyang kaklase, edi sana wala akong nabuong kwento ngayon. Nai-modify ko pa at may napaiyak pa akong ibang readers. Maraming naka-relate at nainis. Sorry na. Medyo madrama akong tao e.

Second, Georgina exists in all of us. Yung Georgina na nakilala niyo sa latter chapters ay nirerepresent ang bawat babae na lumaban para sa minamahal niya. Oo, nagpakatanga siya. Pero ganun naman talaga pag nagmahal ka hindi ba? Magpapakatanga o magiging tanga ka. Georgina exists in us in a way that she embodies a typical woman who fell in love and left broken. But in the end, she redeemed herself by getting back on her feet. There may be downfalls at times and she resorted to negative ways of coping (drinking, making out, having sex with others), but hey she’s a human. She’s wired to fall short. However, she woke up and changed her ways. Nagsimula siya ulit. At kahit na inakala niyang okay na siya at nakamove on, tapos ay nasaktan ulit, bumangon pa rin siya. Pinagana niya pa rin ang utak niya.

Third, dun tayo sa last chapter. Nag-survey ako di ba? Lahat ay HEA ang gusto. But guys, hindi ganoon kadali ang lahat. Sobra silang nasaktan. Oo pareho silang biktima. Pero they need space. Wag madaliin. Hinatyin nating maghilom lahat ng sugat. Nung sinusulat ko yung last chapter, ako talaga yung nagsasalita doon. Those words were mine. Those were the words I said to him last New Year. If you were a follower of my tumblr account, you could read the whole thing there.

Love is about timing. I knew that what George and Ken had was great love. And I know that it wouldn’t be great love if it will bend or be abandoned. But sometimes, we have to let fate do its job. There comes a time that we have to give way. To endure the pain. To let go in order for us to move forward and start anew. And that’s what I did on the last chapter. Ganun kasi ang ginawa ko in real life. Humingi ako ng panahon sa kanya, dahil nga gusto niya ay magkaayos na kami. We’re best friends before maging MU kami. But sabi ko, we need more time. I need to fix myself on my own. As in alone.

I hope maintindihan niyo yung side ko. Gusto ko maging realistic at convincing ang story na ito. After all, it reflects my real love story.

Fourth, hindi pa iyon ang last chapter. May EPILOGUE. Pero wala ng sequel. I’m done with Ken and George’s story. I have to move forward and work on my other stories. Abang na lang for it this coming week. Not sure when coz may pasok na ako. Huhu. Just hang on, guys.

Fifth, I would like to thank each and everyone who read and bear this story. Grabe, puro maling grammar ang nakuha niyo. Haha. Usually kasi ay straight from drafts ang pagpo-post ko. Nakakatamad mag-revise. Puro revisions na nga pinapagawa sa amin sa college, dpati ba naman dito?

Super thanks kina @Imyouralien, @shinjieun_08, @eulajean, MZ_SAPORCO05, @MaricelMotang,@cocobash, @chocothootsie, @DanicaMarcos5, @iarenlee, @eimanishak, @veiamarielorean,@geiuro007, @JenisaBasista, @waynegrace, at @gracel005 sa walang-swang pag-vote at comment sa bawat update! Kung hindi dahil sa suporta niyo ay hindi ko na itinuloy tapusin ito. Swear, nawwalan ako ng gana. Anyway, salamat din sa lahat ng silent readers at iba pang taong d ko na-mention. Medyo natabunan na yung notifications bar ko para mahagilap ang mga pangalan niyo. Uulitin ko, MARAMING MARAMING MARAMING SALAMAT HYUNZY’S!

Hindi ko inakala na aabot sa ganito ang JLMA. Kahit ang tagal bago ako mag-update noon, may mga nagtyagang maghintay. Salamat! Salamat ng marami.

Lastly, dahil tapos na ito. Please check my other stories.

For teen kilig: How To Lose Ms. Clingy

For SPG feels: Raven Series: Filthy Princess, Raven Series: Knights of My Life, Starts With Goodbye, Unfaithful

For another kilig with a twist: Our Song (medyo hawig sa JLMA pero di HYUNZY)

For SUJU and ELF: Kwentong Sparks

For kilig with a tragic twist: A Thousand Memories

Please check my profile for the links. Thanks in advance.

THANK YOU GUYS! YOU MADE IT POSSIBLE FOR ME TO REACH THIS END. I’M HOPING FOR YOUR SUPPORT IN MY OTHER STORIES. I’M LOOKING FORWARD TO INTERACT WITH YOU AGAIN THROUGH FACEBOOK, TWITTER, OR IN MY MESSAGE BOARD!

XOXO,

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