Ten: Tell me

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Finn came to school with a busted lip and bruised cheek today.

When he picked me up I instantly asked him what happened, he just said that when he was at boxing training last night he got accidentally hit.

But I was at boxing from 4:30 till 11:15 last night. But I didn't tell him that.

We got a lot of stares when walking in today and when I touched his lip as we were standing at my locker he hissed. I don't want him to feel pain and it pains me to see him like that.

It was then I realised that I truly was starting to have feelings for him. And when he gave me a soft kiss goodbye today when we going to seperate classes it made me realise that maybe I'm developing feelings for him.

But can you blame me. He's Finn. He's kind, sweet, caring and always looks out for me. We have fun and we've gotten super close lately.

I can't help it that I'm developing feelings for him.

So that's why I'm now here, sitting in a bathroom stall, skipping third period. On the verge of having a mental breakdown because I couldn't keep my feelings together and what Lilia told me the other week and how I have done nothing to help her or myself. I haven't even talked to my best friend since what happened a couple days ago when I had my anxiety attack.

I put my head in my hands and feel as though I'm about to cry, but I have no idea why. I mean it can't be such a bad thing that the guy that I'm starting to like, doesn't and will never like me back. And maybe I'm just overreacting with the whole Sadie situation. But the Jacob situation, I have no idea what I'm going to do.

I feel my phone vibrate in my back pocket and I leave it for a minute or two and then open it I see it's from Finn.

Finnie 💕: where are you?

I reply to him with a slight smile and wipe my wet eyes.

Me: I'm in the bathroom, didn't feel like going to class.

He replies straight away.

Finnie 💕: can you come out to the bleachers, i need you.

Me: Coming now.

I get up from the toilet and go over to sink only to meet my red eyes and blotchy red cheeks, wait since when was I crying?

I spray water over myself and grab some wipe and pat my face dry. I take a big breath and then make my way out the door.

When I make my way to the bleacher I see Finn sitting under them with his head in his knees.

"Finn?" I say and I don't get any reply. "Finnie?"

He looks up at me and gives me a small smile, there's no showing that he's cried but I can tell that he's not ok.

I walk over to him and wrap my arms around him from the side. He pushes his knees down and moves me so I'm now sitting on his lap with my knees straddling him and his arms wrapped around my waist.

"Are you okay?" I murmur into his shoulder.

He nods his head that is resting on my neck, his curls tickling me slightly. I move my hands to his hair and start massaging it. I kiss the side of his head so that he knows I'm here, and also just because I felt like it.

"You can tell me anything you know?"

"I know, I'm just scared." He says.

"And that's ok. Just tell me when your ready, I'll always be here for you."

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