The story isn't over, I need to take a break from Marvel right now and start something new to get my energy back on this subject. This story will pick up again and most likely after film 4. Hope everyone enjoyed it, in the meantime, please check out my other stories and I have a new one in the works if you enjoy Hawaii Five 0. Sorry for any typos, I've been working on this all evening and starting to see double. Ill come back to edit later.




And I hurt so bad, that I search my skin.

For the entry point, where love went in.And ricocheted and bounced around.And left a hole when you walked out. The Script, Exit Wounds



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"You can't avoid him forever, that's all I'm saying", Sharon's text said to me.

As if I didn't know that, but I was sure going to try. I really wanted to forget it all. I knew how stupid I was being, I just couldn't face it all. I was feeling so whiney lately. So ridiculous and petty and ashamed for being so trivial about all this, but it felt so harsh on the inside. I was at the point of completely falling apart any minute.

 I was at the point of completely falling apart any minute

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A few weeks had passed since I saw him, since I screamed at him and yelled at him. As far as I knew, Sharon didn't know it happened. She said she heard we had a "disagreement", but I was fairly certain if she had known the details, she would let me have it. It was her engagement party after-all, she would have lost it on me and I wouldn't have blamed her. I was at least thankful she didn't know.

I was thinking a lot about Loki. For a guy who a lot of people hated, he was pretty much the only real friend I had. Landry and Sharon were friends, but constantly having your friends asking you how much you had drink before noon on a daily basis was getting tiring. Fortunately, I wasn't a daily drinker, but when I did drink, I binged hard. That didn't mean I was any less of a problem drinker than anybody else, but the fact they thought I might drinking in the morning really kind of scared me.

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