CH. 31 I got you
He was crying, I don't know what he and Kevin talked about but I knew where the conversation was leading when I left, I knew it had something to do with their mother. No, that woman wasn't a mother, but someone who gave birth to them.
My heart clenched when he started sobbing. I rubbed his back, saying soothing words to him.
I wanted him to know that I was here, that all of me was here for him. That I wasn't going anywhere.
He was in pain right now this very moment, that fact alone just made me feel uneasy. I realized that this was something that I never wanted Dean to feel or go through alone.
"I got you, I got you, my love," I said running my fingers through his hair, his sobbing stopped and I just held onto him. Not saying anything because truthfully I didn't know what to say.
We all go through things, we all have things happening to us. We all have secrets that are hidden, not even wanting to be seen by ourselves. We all have demons and sometimes humans themselves can even be the Demons.
"Baby, look at me?" I said. Dean slowly raised his head to look at me and I noticed how red his eyes were already.
I saw the dried tears on his face and my heart clenched at the way Dean was, he was vulnerable right now. It was as if I was looking at a little kid. A little kid who never had comfort from anyone else besides his own brother, a little kid who's never had a woman comfort him or comfort him with love.
I wipe the tears away from his face and gently grabbed his face with my two hands, placing a kiss on his lips.
I leaned my head on his.
"I don't know everything that you have been through, but I know you're hurt right now, I know that the pain is still in there. baby but I want you to know that I am not going anywhere. I am not leaving you. You're my partner and we're going to go through this together. I am going to be by your side okay." I said moving my head up so I can place kisses on his forehead.
"I won't let anyone hurt you, Baby, I'm not going to let anyone hurt my baby," I said and a sob came from his mouth.
I felt his arms wrapped around me, He placed his face on my neck crying.
"I don't know why it still hurts." He said between sobs, I rubbed his back.
"I know baby, I know that you're upset that it still hurts you. I know baby, it's okay to cry, it's okay to express your pain. Just know you won't ever be alone to express that pain or cry ever again now that I am here. I got you now, I've got you and I am not letting you go." I said and his hold on me tighten.
"Please don't," He said, but he said it so soft it was classified as a whisper to me.
"I won't," I said
"I hate her." He said in a deep voice and my body shivered at the tone that came from him.
"I know, I know and I want you to know that it is okay to hate someone. Most people would disagree with me, most people would say Hate is a strong feeling and I agree with that but it's okay to hate someone. It's your right to feel such a way after everything you have been through. It's your right to feel that way towards that person and you shouldn't feel bad about it, it's okay to hate that person but don't let that hate consume you. Don't let that hate consume all of your thoughts. Just leave that hate with them, you hate her, I know but just leave the hate with her. That hate you feel for her deserves to be with her and not with you. So, baby, it's okay to hate her, just don't live with the hate you feel for her, get rid of it and just send the vibes towards her because that hate you feel shouldn't be with you but with her. You shouldn't go through the pain when you're not the one that hate was created for." I said kissing his head.
"I love you Dean Franco, my love for you is strong and there is nothing that I can ever learn from your past that will push me away. There is nothing you can tell me that will make me stop loving you or wanting to be with you. I love you, I love you for you. I want you to see and to feel how much you're love. I will remind you every day until you're no longer on this earth if I have to because that's fine. That would mean that I would have to spend the rest of my life proving that to you and I will. It would be an honor to do that." I said and he moved his face from my neck to look at me.
He stared at me, not saying anything and I didn't say anything. I just stared right back at him and it was like there were no words that needed to be spoken.
"Kimani..... I love you...... I really do." He said in a soft voice and my eyes widen but I smiled at him.
"I love you too Baby," I said wiping more dry tears from his face.
"I know you have gone through a lot, I know you have felt a lot of pain and sadness. I'm here now and you won't feel those pains and sadness ever again. I will always be your diary, your partner, your best friend, your lover and more. That's a promise that I will never break and I want you to believe that. If I were to ever die, I would use my last breath to tell you that, to just simply say I love you. You saved my life and I will always be there to save you every day." I said giving him a soft smile.
He leaned in to kiss me and I kissed him right back, feeling his hand on the back of my head pressing me closer to him. His tongue asked me for access and I gave it to him letting him take control of the kiss.
a moan came from my mouth when I felt his other hand going under my shirt and soothing my stomach.
He moved his mouth towards my neck and started nibbling on it causing another moan coming from me.
"I want to tell you." He said.
"Okay baby, you can tell me," I said, hoping I would be strong enough to hear the story.
He stopped nibbling on my neck and spoke. "Can you rub my back again." He asked me in a soft voice and I nodded my head.
"Of course," I said rubbing his back and he kissed my neck, leaning his face back on it.
"When you rub my back it feels like you're healing my scars." He said and I had to stop any noises coming from me as the tears fell down from my eyes.
"Then I will always Rub your back, my love."
Oh Dean, let me hug you, baby. Kimani let me hug you too because you're being strong for Dean even after all the things you've gone through. Kimani you also need someone to be your savior also, especially with the past you have. Give this chapter a VOTE, COMMENT & SHARE. Thank you for reading, I will see you all in the next chapter.
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