I'm sorry if this chapter isn't very good, I wrote it yesterday and I was going to upload it today but it was some how deleted so I had to re write it sorry.
Once back in the room I went into the bathroom brushed my teeth and tied my hair into a messy bun. I went back into the bedroom and changed into my pyjamas while Cameron brushed his teeth. I climbed into my head and sat there for a while thinking, Cam scared me when he fainted. What if it happened again? My thoughts where running around my head making me anxious. I lay down and pulled the duvet over my head so Cam couldn't see me, I began to cry and shake. It was so hot under the covers making it harder to breath
"You okay under there?"
Cam half laughed
I nodded not trusting my voice hoping Cam would see. He didn't say anything for a while but suddenly I felt the duvet being pulled back. I pushed my face into my pillow so he couldn't see my face.
"Talk to me Holly... please?"
He sounded so concerned and comforting. I couldn't keep my secrets from him for any longer. I turned my head so I was looking at him and sat up, he pulled me into a warm hug and rubbed my back.
"I'm scared" I chocked out
"What do you mean?!"
"I don't think I can do it anymore"
"Yes Holly, yes you can and I'm going to help you. I know about your eating disorder and I'm going to help you!"
How did he know? I felt better that he knew. I had nothing left to hide, he knew my deepest secrets and he was going to help everything go away.
"I'm sorry I'm sorry I'm sorry"
"No, don't be sorry Holly"
We sat in silence for five minutes until I managed to speak.
"How did you know?"
"Jack called me earlier"
"Ohh, how did he know?"
"His best friend's anorexia killed her and he blames himself. He knew the signs, he was scared so don't be mad at him"
"Ohh, I'm not mad at him. I'm actually glad because now I don't have to hide anything from you"
I had calmed down and felt like a huge weight being lifted off my shoulders.
"Will I? Will I die?" my voice was shaky
"No Holly, You wont I wont let you but you need to start eating. I know it wont be easy but please try?"
"I will I promise"
After a while we both went back to our own beds and Cam turned out the light. I didn't feel on edge for once, I felt calm. I didn't need to hide anything anymore and Cam was going to help me. I continued to think about how much happier I could be if I got better as I fell into a deep sleep.
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Cameron Dallas's Little SisterFanfiction
I'm Cameron Dallas's little sister and I may seem happy on the outside but I'm nowhere near on the inside. Everybody loves Cam he's doing so well and then there's little fat me. I know I need help for my problems but I'm scared. Know one knows and t...