I woke up the next morning by my stupid alarm. I groaned loudly and turned it off, plopping back down on my bed. I snatched my phone from the bedside table and glanced at the date. 'April 4th' It read. That date had a really special meaning to me. It was Austin's birthday. I know you're probably wondering who the hell is Austin??. Well Austin is my younger brother who passed away when he was only eleven. He was born with a condition called Epilepsy.
It causes the person to have repeated seizures. He was bullied a lot because of it but He always came home with a big smile on his face. That's why we didn't have any idea about him being bullied. He was such a sweet and caring brother. He always made me smile. He always knew how to make me feel better whenever I'm in a bad mood. He was really shy and quite around other people. Always keeping things to himself and never causing any trouble.
He had some speech problems and had a hard time remembering things. I frowned sadly as i got up from my bed and got in the bathroom. After doing my business, I went to the kitchen and opened the cabinet that had bowls in it. I reached out for one and closed the cabinet. I sighed as i put the bowl down on the counter. I turned around and took out my cereal and milk. I cringed and flinched in surprise as i heard a loud crash behind me. I turned around to the source of the sound and saw my bowl in the ground, broken to pieces.
OH GREAT!! I groaned loudly as i cleaned it up and threw it in the garbage. Ugh i don't feel like eating anymore. I then grabbed my backpack and headed out the front door. I got on my bike and rode it to School. Once i arrived at the hell hole called School, I parked my bike on the side of the school building. I fixed my backpack and started walking around as i stared at the ground. " HEEEEEY THERE LITTLE MUNCHKIN!!!" A familiar voice screamed while i felt someone jump on my back.
I gasped lightly at the sudden move and looked up to see blonde hair covering my shoulders. Charlotte. I shaked my head and shook her off me. I turned to face her to see her beaming brightly but her smile flattered slightly when she saw me staring back at her with an expressionless face. " What's wrong??" She asked, worry evident in her grey eyes as she touched my forearm lightly. " Nothing." I replied with a small smile, hoping she would just let it go.
" Come on Jane!! I know i've only know you for a few days but i can tell something is bothering you so just tell me what's wrong." She pressed as she crossed her arms while staring at me intensely. " Like i said, Nothing is wrong!" I spoke, getting slightly irritated by her. I rolled my eyes at her as she gave me an unconvinced look. " I'm your friend Jane!! Believe it or not friends care for each other's well being!! I'm trying to look out for you!" She exclaimed as she walked closer to me.
" WHO TOLD YOU WE WERE EVEN FRIENDS?? I DONT WANT YOU TO LOOK OUT FOR ME!! I CAN LOOK OUT FOR MY OWN DAMN SELF!! CAN YOU PLEASE JUST MIND YOUR OWN GOD DAMN BUSINESS??!! JUST LEAVE ME THE HELL ALONE " I screamed at her, feeling my blood boil in anger. but when i saw her pained face, I quickly realized what i said and slapped my mouth. A few tears left her eyes as she shaked her head at me. F i missed up so bad!!. " Char-" I tried to call her, reaching out to touch her arm while she took a step back.
" Save it!!" She hissed as she stared at me one last time before turning on her heels and running away. I tried to run after her but i felt like my feet were stuck to the ground. I watched her figure fade away as some students were staring at me while whispering. " What are you staring at??!!" I snapped at them, glaring as everyone stopped whispering and started walking away. Ugh what a great way to start the day!!. I puffed and rushed inside the School , walking to my locker and getting my stuff.
I headed to my first class and sat in my usual seat. No one was in the class right now so i found this a great opportunity to relax for a few minutes. I crossed my arms in the table and hid my face between the small space. Ugh what i did i say that to her? She was only trying to look out for me. She was trying to be a good friend and i pushed her away and hurt her feelings. I'm such a bitch!!. I started to hit my head repeatedly on the desk and groaning loudly.
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Always on my mind (girlxgirl)Romance
Jane is your typical teenage girl. She's trying to balance her family life and her love life. She fights to find herself and what she wants to do in her life. She has a huge crush on the popular straight A student: Alexis. Alexis moves in the house...