Clary was losing too much blood, too fast. "MAGNUS!" I scream. Hopefully he is close. If he isn't, I know that clary won't have a chance in hell to make it.
"MAGNUS!" I scream again. I look up to Jonathan. He looks so proud with himself. Like killing clary was an achievement. "HOW THE HELL COULD YOU DO THIS? HOW?" I scream at the top of my lungs. "SHE WAS MY LIFE. SHE WAS MINE. AND YOU TOOK HER AWAY FROM ME!" I said screaming more at him with tears streaming down my cheeks.
It hurt. Everything hurt. Physically, mentally, any possible way, I was hurting. She can't die. I can't lose her. She was finally opening up to me. Earlier in the year she had walls up. Protecting herself from anything and everyone. But she had brought them down. For me.
"MAG-" but was cut off by him running into my back. "Biscuit" I hear him whisper to himself. "WHAT ARE WAITING FOR? BY THE ANGEL HELP HER!" I said screaming at him. I knew I shouldn't have. It wasn't Magnus fault. He was just here to help.
He started chanting something and suddenly she was floating in the air, unconscious. Magnus opens a portal and walks through. What about Alec? And Izzy? And salmon? I look behind me and they are all there with scared expressions plastered across their face.
We all walk into the portal and leave the war still going on behind us. Is it bad that we all left? Would clary have wanted us to stay behind to finish off the war? Probably but I don't care. The only thing I care about right now is clary.
We landed in front of the institute (their dorm) and we ran to our room. Magnus sat clary down on the couch and started doing his magic.
Clarys been in and out for days. It has really taken a toll on Jace. I knew him and clary had a connection and were gettin closer but he doesn't sleep, he doesn't eat, he doesn't do anything other than sit by her side and worry.
It's 2 in the morning and I walk into the living room to see Jace pulled up in a chair next to Clary. I could see in his eyes that he was sleep deprived. He hasn't slept in 5 days.
"Jace" I say putting a hand on his shoulder. "You need to sleep. Clary will be fine for now. And I'll watch her. I promise she'll be okay." I say and he hesitantly nods.
As he walks out the room I get a blanket and sit in the chair next to her. She has to be okay. After everything with her and Jace she has to be okay. We haven't gotten much time to bond but I still care for her. Even Alec does a little bit , I can tell. But he would never admit that.
I've been sitting next to her for an hour, reading my book, but she hasn't changed. She's like a ticking time bomb. If only there was a way I could help her. She could be in pain. She could be screaming for her life and we couldn't know. We just had to wait.
"I'm so sorry, Clary. This is all our fault. If we would have kept an eye on you, you wouldn't have gotten hurt by your psycho brother. We could have saved you. And now... you're probably going to die because of that." I say to her even though she can't hear me.
"Someone help me!" I scream out. It's like I'm in a black room with no windows or doors or anything. I'm just stuck here. Alone. With no one and nothing to keep my mind occupied.
Suddenly I hear a voice. "I'm so sorry, Clary. This is all our fault. If we would have kept an eye on you, you wouldn't have gotten hurt by your psycho brother. We could have saved you. And now... you're probably going to die because of that." I can't put together who the voice is. Feminine but strong. Isabelle.
I know she can't hear me but I decide to reply anyways. "It's okay, Iz. As long as you, alec, and Jace are safe. That's all the matters." I say and let out a few tears thinking about the fact that even Izzy thinks I'm a lost cause.
"It's okay, Iz. As long as you, alec, and Jace are safe. That's all the matters." She says back to me. I sit there for a second and think about how she said she doesn't blame us. Then it hit me. How the hell did she answer. What the actual fuck?
"ALEC! JACE! MAGNUS!" I scream trying to wake them all up. Magnus and Alec walk out of Alec's room. Magnus rubs his eyes and yawns. "What is it, Isabelle? Please tell me it's important because if not then-" but I cut him off "CLARY SPOKE TO ME!" I scream.
"She actually- she actually spoke to you? How? She's obviously still unconscious." He says pointing towards her. "I know but I was rambling about how sorry I am and I heard her mumble something about how it's okay and it's not our fault." I say and he rushes over to her.
"I think I can wake her up. I think she'll be okay." He says and I feel relief come off my shoulders. She'll be okay. She's gonna be alright.
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New York academyFanfiction
Clary and her brother Jon start going to a shadowhunter training school as they both learn how family really is and how love is not to destroy as they get closer with their new friends Izzy, Alec, Jace, Magnus, and Simon. But there is one guy in par...