A satisfying mix of bliss and pain
A past filled with a delightful inhumane
A desire glutton for the insane
Dreams are never to attain
System is so full of cocaine
Mouth is spilling champagne
Embraced with a bloody chain
Thoughts are poisonous again
Agony is pleasing the sane
Seeking a shelter in a dead lane
The psychotic glee is plain
Playing on the nerve is a strain
Painting the walls with bloodstain
Holding the mentality in detain
Standing alone in the heavy rain
Counting down the days to remain
Trying so hardly to explain
But everything is fading in vain.
