Experimental Monkey

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I'm Dauntless.. This is just one baby cut.. I shouldn't be scared of this and I shouldn't be sad about it!

"Can you do any surgeries? Anything?" Eric asked, glaring at the Doc.

Wh-What is that suppose to mean? An insult that I was hideous? Am I that hideous for him to look at now? Again, I slipped my hand away from his, putting it back onto the bed. I leaned my head back, closing my eyes, wanting to forget that I was hideous now.. Wanting to forget that Eric will never love me in this stage now.

"(Y/N)?" Eric asked.

I could tell by the sound of his voice, he was looking at me. I could feel the burning sensation that always came with his eyes.

"What is wrong with her?"

"I don't know."

"What do you mean you 'don't know'?"

"Sir, calm down. She's probably went into shock." The nurse butt-in on Eric and Doc's conversation.

Finally, I felt the cold replace the spot where his warm presence was at. I'm sorry, Eric. I'm sorry that I'm a Monster that you can't even stand being near..

* Two Weeks Later * ((Eight Weeks Total))

"(L/N), how are you feeling today?" Max's voice came into hearing, suddenly.

I cracked my eyes open to glare at the man who dare disturb my resting. Funny, I use to greet him with a nice little smile, but no. Not anymore. Somehow.. this whole ordeal has changed me into the Monster that I feel like I am. Enough being the only good girl in Dauntless. I'm not even suppose to be good to begin with.

Still, I wonder how I even made it in here.. I was so careless from the beginning.

He smirked down at me, almost like he was proud of the change, "I see you're doing well. Doc told me that you can say two words."

"And what are those words?" Jean, I think they said her name was.

Max had came by after the second bandaging removal with Jean and Eric. Honestly, I didn't really pay any attention to them, though. Especially not Eric who stood by the woman.

Max's rare laugh rung throughout the room, "What are those two words (L/N)?"

"Fuck.." I muttered out the first words with a raspy tone, "..you."

Jean looked shocked at the knowing words like I was the experimented monkey that she tested in her lab. After the good chuckle from Max, the door opened. I didn't even have to open my eyes to know that it was Eric that slammed the door open. He must not be having a good day. Good.

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