Rants, Bants and all that Shit

I'm running out chapter titles

School's starting in just 3 weeks.

I'm not excited for it.
Its plain and simple. I'm not excited or happy. I'm nervous and pumping with anxiety.

Its a new school, new teachers, new environment.
One class/subject I always despise is History. I never get the point in learning it and its the class I'm the worst in. I mildly get why we learn it but at the same time I don't.
Either way, school's starting.
I'm not excited.

Also my friends are apparently excluding me from things. I recently saw a post of them hanging out and having a sleepover. And I got not a single message from them. I get left out and don't even get a simple hello or asked if I'd like to come over.
You know that thing where you ignore your friend and wait for 3 days for them to respond to you to ask what's going on or if your ok. If they respond the 1st or 2nd day their good friends. If they respond the 3rd or after 5 days their not true friends.
Yeah, well I did it. And you wanna know how long its been?
Almost a whole f##king month.
No invitations to hang out.
No hellos.
No whats up.
No how are you.
Nothing.
From any of them.
I feel like I need new friends.
Ya know. Maybe some people who care.

Anyway. Sorry for my ranting. Just talking and ranting about this kinda helps me....de-stress myself.
Buh bye...