I'm broken, no one can save me

Chapter 6 ~ aftermath ~

"Toby be happy with us okay?" ej said

"okay then" he said

"everyone let Toby rest he must be tired" ej said as Toby lied down and fell asleep

"he definitely was" Sally said

>toby's dream <

"stop please" I Said as my father was beating me to death

"SHUT UP TWITCH!" he screamed as he kicked me in the ribs

"sorry dad" I said as I covered my face

"WHAT DID I TELL YOU SHIT UP YOU TWITCHING FREAK" he screamed kicking me and smashed a bottle over my head

I stayed silent he just kept beating me

"YOUR THE REASON YOUR SISTER IS GONE" he screamed in my face I just started crying I knew it wasn't but yet I still blame myself for it I could have saved her but I didn't

"plea....s.. Sto... P" I said crying in between

"just shut up you failure" he said as he left my room leaving me there bloody and bruised

>toby wakes up <

Why did I have to see that again, what time is it

It's 5 pm everyone is still up

Ej walked into the room I wiped away my tears

"what's wrong?" he said getting something form the back

"just a night-mare" I said

"are you hungry?" he said walking back to me

"a little" I said

"right common let's go eat then" he said as he helped me up and we went to the kitchen

"toby's up!" Sally screamed

"yup I am" I said as I gave here a little hug

"are you okay now?" she said

"Yea Sally" I I said as I went to the kitchen

I graved an apple and sat on the counter and ate it

Just then mask man and Hoodie walked in

Great more people that hate me

"your awake?" hoodie said

"no I'm st-ill asl-eep, yes I am aw-ake" I said

"no need to be moody" he said I just rolled my eyes

"anyway how was your nap" masky said

"fine I gu-ess" I said jumping down and walking away

"I wish I did die" I mumbled
Under my breath as I went to the living room and sat down

"your up?!" LJ said

"naw I'm as-leep, ye-ah I'm aw-ake" I said LJ just laughed

"I'm glad your okay now" he said

"th-anks I gu-ess" I said

"hey Toby, promise me you won't do that again?! Okay?" LJ said

"pro-mise I ca-n't promis-e anyt-hing but I'-ll t-ry Okay?" I said as I got up and went to my room

"okay Toby" he said before I left I went to my room and carved the names they would call me on to my walls, as if there wasn't any space I had words, blood, scratches and more on my walls all my mirrors broken from when I  would lash out, razor blades on the floor with little pools of dried up blood

Why me?, why am I like this, why can't I be happy for once

I just wanna sleep and never wake up but they saved me from my chance

It's 6 pm I better go down and eat with everyone.

I walked out my room and locked me door i went down and sat in my seat

"I didn't know you were up?" Ben said

"I am" I said as u looked at my dinner I just pushed it away and left.

"i ain't hungry" I said as I left

"he said he was hungry like 30 minutes ago?" ej said

"just let him be he must be tired" slender said

"okay sir" ej said

>after dinner<

{third person pov}

"ill go check on Toby" ej said he went tobys room and heard talking he put his ear to the door and listened

"can you shut up, I wish they never found me I wish I did die" he mumbled

"who is he talking to?" ej thought to himself

He knocked on the door Toby got up and walked to the door and opened it

"yes ?" he said

"you okay Toby?" ej said

"I'm fine" he said

"Toby you can talk to me I heard you speaking to yourself" ej said

"what did you hear?" Toby said almost crying

"shut up and I wish they never found me" ej said

"oh just forget it please" Toby said

"Toby talk to me or at least slender they are worried about you" ej said

"fine ill talk to slender tomorrow I'm tired" Toby said

"sleep well then" Ej said as he left

Toby shut his door and went to sleep