"C'mon sleepy sheep,at least give me a chance-"

"Excuse me," Connor intrupted,"(y/n) obviously is uncomfortable by your presence, I'd advise you to leave."

"HA! What you gonna do tin-can? What is she to you? Your girlfriend?" Gavin grined as you got closer to Connor.

"Gavin,leave him alone,he's only doing his job.." You glared at him,but Connor is unfazed by his words.

"Ugh,Whatever,I don't want a lazy ass woman anyway." He turned a heel and went off. You sighed,but then that turned into a yawn.

Connor looked at you,but with a flicker of emotion you or him couldn't describe. You just shook it off,it was probably your imagination.

You walked a few steps away from him but he suddenly grabbed your sleeve. You turned to him with curiosity.

"Connor?"

He stood there like that before asking," How long has Gavin been doing this? Is everything okay at home? Are you alright? " Your eyes widened.

Are you alright?

Is everything okay at home?

You shook it off,and smiled at him," I'm assuming this is part of your program. Gavin has been doing it for a while." You hesitated with the next question,but you didn't answer it.

He let go of his grip. He opened his mouth but you got to it first," I have to work now. Goodbye." With that you speed-walked away.

He stood there for a moment before being slapped on the back. It was Hank.

"Don't worry about her,she's like this all the time." He then left Connor's side. He looked at you, watched you staring at the computer screen for 2 minutes before typing something. Connor felt that emotion again. Maybe it was a bug. So he decided not to worry about you,like Hank said.

~~~

You laid in your bed that night. Thinking. Thinking. Thinking. T h i n k i n g.

Why would a Android be worried about your heath? You are nothing to them but just regular person. Maybe that's part of his programing. You stared at the wall again.

You felt something roll on your cheek,but you didn't bother to wipe it. Because you knew what it was.

Tears.

Maybe from Yawning too much. Maybe from over thinking. Maybe thinking an Android cared about you.

Your life is just full of 'Maybe's and 'I Don't know's.

So you cried that night with loud sobs. You broke down. You couldn't take it. But what was that 'it'?

You didn't know.

You didn't care.

All you can do is cry right now. And you didn't mind it.

~~~

You came back to work with puffy eyes. The few friends you made at the Department ask you if you were okay.

"Don't worry,I'm fine."
But we're you really?

"Honestly,I'll be okay."
No you won't.

You sighed at you got near your station. You sat down and yawned once more, questioning why you came out of bed if you were gonna keep yawning all day.

Just when you were about to work,Connor came up to you. With the same flickering emotion,it was clear to you what it was.

Concern

"Are you okay (y/n)? Your eyes are all puffy. Have you been crying or rubbing your eyes to much?" He sounded genuinely worried to you. You stared before sighing again.

"Yeah,I felt something in my eye, probably a stray eyelash." You mumbled but it was still audible. He looked away, placing a finger on his chin,in a think position.

Then why he asked froze you.

"Mind if I come to your house tonight? You are always tired,and as any Android,we also care about our owners."

You studdered,trying to form a sentence.

He can't find out you can't sleep.
He can't find out you cry at night.
He can't find out you are severely depressed.

You nodded as you know he would probably do it anyway. As he walked away you started hyperventilating. Everything was getting dizzy and your vision wasn't right. You tried to stand but you wobbled and eventually fell. You were then greet with darkness.

The last thing you heard was curses and your name.

~~~

You mental curse to yourself as you started to wake up. You look around to see you in your bed room. It was neat,like it was when you left. It baffled you how you came here until your door opened.

It was Connor.

He looked up from the tray of food and greeted you with a small smile. You blushed in embarrassment. You probably cause him alot of trouble.

"Ah,(y/n). Glad to see your awake. How are you feeling?" He came nest to you in a chair from your work desk, setting the tray down and going into a comfortable position.

"I....I'm alright."

He look at you then sighed,which you didn't know he could do,"How long have you been saying 'Im alright' or 'im fine',Miss (y/n)?"

You chuckled dryly,"Are you my therapist?"

"Please take me seriously."

You stayed quiet. You looked down,your hair covered you face. Connor looked at you patiently.

"For a long time,Connor."

"Are you really?"

"....." You almost sobbed. You hated burdening your feelings on others.

"No..no I'm not Connor."

He suddenly hugged you. Making you look up in surprise. Tears coming from your eyes.

When was the last time someone hugged you like this?

You cried in his arms that day. He comforted you as you poured out your feeling. It was like water breaking through a wall.

"Don't worry (y/n)..I'm here."

~~~~~~~~~~~
FREAK that was really long.
It took up the whole day wtf.

Anyway,I know this is probably pretty sad. But I planned to to this yesterday,since I was pretty emotional and very tired. So I poured a little me in this Reader insert lol. I'm always tired.

Have a good day/night/afternoon my lovely Connor lovers~

DBH//Connor Shorts ( Connor x Reader Oneshots)Where stories live. Discover now