I'm broken, no one can save me

Chapter 2 ~ Sick ~

"that's none of your business" I said as we walked to ejs medical room

He lifted up my hoodie and was completely shocked

I was like a twig

"no wonder your throwing up blood and black stuff" he said

"What " I said

"your body is slowly falling if you don't eat you'll die I mean look at you" he said he put a band around my arm

"this is what your arm is supposed to be " he said as he added a band on

"your 4 Stone you should be at least 10+"he said worried

" I'm fine but if I'm dieing ill eat "I said

" good now come eat  "he said

He helped me me back I sat down in my seat

"Whats wrong with him ej?"

"he might die if he doesn't eat more he's 4 stone he should be 10+ he's also slowly killing himself he's organs are falling him" ej said

"ej!" I said everyone just heard that

"Toby why would you do this to yourself" slender said

"I d-on't k-now" I said

"you do now tell everyone"

"because I-" I said but slowly started to feel like I was going to be sick I ran to the bathroom and to my surprise I was sick again ej came running in after and helped me

He put a shot into my arm after I was okay he said it had fluids I needed because I was loosening them

"okay now you have to eat and hurry" ej said as he gave me a peace of toast

I ate it my voices were telling me to be sick but I didn't listen this time

I was starving but it was good

I regained my strength and went back to the table

"hes anorexic

His body is giving up faster that I thought" ej said

"okay ej now Toby why did you do this" slender said upset

"bec-ause the voi-ces told me to-o and I cou-ldn't find a w-ay to sh-ut them up un-til I ga-ve them wh-at they wan-ted" I said

"what voice?" Ben said

"only ej and slender know" I said

"Toby has voices in his head" slender said

"why did you listen" ej said

" I don't k-now" I said

Everyone just looked sad and confused but please they were probably faking it

"Toby show slender your figure" ej said

"do I have to? " I said

"yes slender needs to see how bad your state is" ej said

I lifted my Hoodie up you could see all my bones

Everyone was shocked

I just sat back down and showed my arms forgetting about the cuts you could see all the bones as well

"omg Toby your like a twig" lj said

"I'm surprised he hasn't fainted yet" ej said

"Toby why is there cuts on your arms"

"self harm" ej said for me

"what?" Maskys said

"he self harms but he has stoped a bit" ej said

"why did you Toby?" Hoodie said

"bec-ause I did" I said not wanting to talk but I had to I started to eat my breakfast because I was starving but I hadn't said much

Ej said something to slender

"he has to eat more if he losses more weight he might falk into a coma" he said

"thank you ej" slender said

"he also has to get fluid shots he's lost alot" ej said as well

"okay Toby eat up alright" slender said

I eat my toast and felt a bit dizzy

"ej I feel dizzy" is aid ej rushed over to me

"it's just because his body doesn't know how to handle food" ej said

I kinda felt like I need to throw up but I didn't it felt good not to

"I need to get him something" ej said he left

"so tobh why did you do it" Jeff said

" I d-on't k-now " I said I didn't feel like saying anything

"why did you skeg harm" masky said

"w-hy do you sud-denly care" i said

"because your our family" masky said

"I don't kn-ow why I wan-ted to fe-el somet-hing" I said felling very dizzy and tired I put my head down a bit it felt heavy ej came back and put a shot in my arm and helped me to the couch

He sat me down he put a heart monitor on tm finger and check my blood pulse and heart rate

"his blood rate is low and his heart is low too" ej said as he put a pill in a cup and handed me it

"take it" he said I took it an fell asleep it was a sleeping pill

{third person pov}

"What did you give him" Hoodie asked

" a sleeping pill he has to sleep he's not been getting a lot" ej said as he put a blood bag into his arm

"he should be okay he need some blood due to the loss he should wake in about 2 hours or so" ej said as he left with all his stuff he stamped the blood bag to toby's arm

Everyone was just sitting in the living room watching the boy sleep twitching for time to time

(when time autocorrected to TIM. XD)

{Tobys pov}

It was bright but dark at the same time