Hawkward (MB/S)

(*^_^*) tippy toes (*^_^*)

I'm an idiot.
I admitted.
I can still hear Fury yelling at the top of his lungs from when we came back.
Still, the bruise never went away....
Maybe because I've been hit their many times.
Not by you, but many other people.

Tippy Toes, I sleep beside your bed because I don't want you harmed.
I know you can take care of yourself, but damn it.
I hate that cat because it reminds me of you.
I hate that cat because it signifies my greatest secret.

I get new dogs not because of their title.
Emotional Support Animals.
I need emotional support but i can't talk to people.
I can't talk to you how I talk to Arrow Tobie and Minnie.
I can talk to you about other things, but I can't talk to you about you

Burden?
I'm the burden!
I don't how you've come all this way with me!
You know 20+ ways of killing somebody with a Kleenex for heavens sake!

Without you, I wouldn't be here.
I'd of died a terrible way.
If I'd of killed you at Budapest, I'd of killed myself that night!
I wouldn't of come back from that mission.
I'd be laying there with the dead body of you.

I can't imagine that.
I can't imagine you not being my best friend!
I can't imagine not having you by my side during Loki'!
I'd still be under his power without you.
I can't imagine you not being by my side during Ultron!

I wouldn't be in any of those fights if I killed you.
It haunts me.
It always will.
No matter how much you try to get it not too, it's that you lost that fight.

You never knew your parents...
I watched mine die before my very eyes.
I can't take it anymore, I mean every single word in this!
But..

God I love you Tasha!
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~Mr. Pigeon